Random things i write when i feel like it

Part 72

I told my mom that I wanted to die. I said it very cheerfully and I was smiling while saying so. She said that she has noticed that I wasn't eating well and that I looked sad. I said "well I can't explain it you that well. It's kind of like the feeling you get when your nervous but imagine that 10x worse and add to that the feeling that you would get if you accidentally said something offensive on live TV being broadcasted around the world. Also imagine yourself doing that an you are looking your worse."  MY MOM SAID " well you should love yourself and you will be okay" THATS IT. NOTHING ELSE. I'm pissed 😤😤