"brendon, jon and I are leaving" ryan avoided brendon's face, he didnt want to see how heartbroken he looked, or how tears streamed down his face.
Truth be told ryan felt heartbroken too, but leaving was something he had to do, he couldn't stand stying with the band, he couldnt stand seeing brendon fall for someone else that wasnt him.
brendon will always tell him how great sarah was and ryan had to pretend he was happy for him even though his heart broke a little more every time
To ryan brendon was his whole world he loved him with every part of him, too bad that he never got the courage to tell him, now its too late brendon loves someone else.
To brendon ryan was part of his world, he was his best friend, someone he could trust with everthing, someone who listened and never judged him, brendon wanted ryan to be his best man somewhere in the future when he married the love of his life.
brendon was confused as to why ryan his best friend was leaving him, they were good, they were making music togheter just enjoying life, and all of the sudden ryan decided to leave saying that they had creative differences, but they had agreed togheter on what to do, brendon was hurt, ryan was leaving and he didnt even know why, maybe it was the pressure of being famous, but why would ryan lie about that.
brendon would never know the real reason of why ryan was leaving.
And in what was supposed to be a beautiful afternoon in Capetown soon turned into one of the worse days in the life of both boys.
Brendon lost his best friend, and Ryan said goodbye to the person he loved the most.
as the sun and the moon said their last goodbyes they parted way each of them feeling cold on the inside knowing that summer would never come again for both of them and the sun and the moon would never meet again.
