"Sometimes the world is spinning too fast, and you just want it to stop so you can take a time out."
- My Mom
"The cookie has to be crumbled to reveal it's contents."
- My Dad
Hidden. Feign happiness. CoverGirl. Masked emotions. All of which describe me. Maybe all the same, but more the more adjectives the better.
School. My happy place. Yet, ironically, the place where my insecurities thrive.
That feeling you get when you are crying intensely, and super hard. When you try to take a breath to come down your tears, but then it gets caught, hitched, and it comes out as a hiccup instead: then starts a whole new round. That's what I feel, sometimes. I don't know why!
The music that is my happiness, and the fandom and artists that are my second family, make me cry.
"Maybe I, I can't touch the sky.
Maybe I, I can never fly."
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"Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake, don't cry.
Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake, no lie"
- Kim Seokjin - Awake
"I wish I could love myself."
- Kim Namjoon - Reflection
"Never, never fall."
- BTS - Autumn Leaves/Dead Leaves
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Internal Wars
Non-Fiction#reallife #mylife #non-fiction Basically an online diary for the whole world to see. A book for me to rant and talk/write about the problems that occur in my life :/ :( :) Read if you want to, don't if you don't. I don't care. I'll even allow you to...
