Now that I'm out of the monsters house. I have to realize if I dont unlearn these toxic behavoirs I developed.
I will be the monster I've feared and hated for so many years.
It's taking a toll on my brain.
My body
My heart
And my love life.
I need to be the best me I can be.
The only way to do so is to seek help
I need to recognize of my behaviors.
My red flags.
To take off my rose colored glasses means to admit my faults too.
The world can become beautiful again and not terrifying.
I just have to push.
I just have to keep being head strong and make my path curve to me.
I have to make my world.
YOU ARE READING
Indartsu
Non-FictionMeans strong in basque. Just writings about my home life. Some are poems some are not. This is my outlet because I am not able to talk about my home life so I write about it. I will not be another silent victim.