With crying eyes and open arms - Phan

n i n e t e e n

Phil P.O.V

I walk along the path leading to the treehouse. Dan's probably at home. In fact, he's probably fine.

But why is he ignoring me? He never ignores me, he knows how much I worry about him. Maybe he's angry at me... But why?

I reach the tree and climb the ladder. As soon as I step into the treehouse, relief washes over me as I see Dan in a small ball, fast asleep. He looks adorable...

I smile fondly, trying not to giggle at the sight of him. I sit down beside him, running my hands through his soft hair. This boy is so beautiful...

Why did I ever put him through all of that stuff in the past?
Why did I make his life hell?

"Mm," I hear Dan mumble as he turns over to his side and opens his eyes.

"Phil! Oh my god!" he squeals when he realises I'm right next to him. He jumps up, trying to move away from me before smiling.

"You're a dork," I giggle as he sits down beside me again, resting his head on my shoulder.

"Yeah, but I'm your dork," he says. I can't see his face, but I can tell he's smiling. He has a sound in his voice when he smiles. It's just something I've picked up on.

"Yeah, you are," I say as I turn his head to look at me.

"Why did you leave school?" I ask, remembering that he had disappeared.

"I umm- I just felt ill?" he replied but it sounded more like a question than an answer. He's not telling me something...

"Dan," I say firmly. He looks down at his hands, realising I'm serious.

"Ok, don't be mad at me Phil... When everyone was making the comments... And everyone stared, it was just too much..." he says quietly, burying his head into my shoulder.

I feel like I'm slightly the blame. I should've asked him all those questions in private. Now he feels judged and he got the homophobic comments...

"Dan I'm sorry..." I say quietly.

"Phil, it's not your fault," he replies as he looks up at me

He moves closer, looking deeply into my eyes. Why are his eyes so pretty?

I feel him connect our lips, causing me to fall backwards.

"Phil... I- I think I love you," Dan quietly says. He's laying on top of my chest, hugging me tightly like if he let's go, I'll disappear.

"I think I love you too Dan," I reply happily...

After everything I've done to him, he's forgiven me and more... I don't think I love him. I know I do.

A/n:
I wrote this at 3a.m last night because I couldn't sleep..,

Also, my friend Ode-To-Phan published a new story so... You know, maybe check it out or something XD

Anyway, I hope you liked it, goodbye and goodnight!!