The past several days...

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Dear Diary

Wow, it has been awhile since I wrote last.  Life has been a little crazier than normal.  Living with North has been an adventure I never believed I would ever be on.  A good adventure...I might add.  North seems pretty happy with me being here all the time.  Not sure how he feels about his brothers practically moving in as well, but we are all adjusting.  I know he misses his alone time so I try to go over to Uncle's and visit a few hours a week, but he ends up over there with me.  It is so weird having people actually want to spend time with me.😀

I would like to write that I miss my family, but that is just not true.  I miss the idea of them but that is where it stops.  I still catch myself listening for a creek in the floor or the pin for my door lock, then I remember I am safe.  I am never really alone, sure they give me space but at least one of the guys are in the same house as me.

Gabriel....God love him...Took me shopping last week.  He said he has waited as long as he can f#@$ing wait.  That it was almost spring and I was not wearing any of the shit beep beep beep beep clothes that I have. We were at the mall all day.  I was so tired by the end I fell asleep and Victor had to carry me into North's trailer.  We had such an awesome day... Meanie cracks me up he is like the Energizer Bunny when he is shopping.  So anyhow.... now I have some of the nicest, most comfortable clothes I have ever seen, and I really feel like the princess that Victor calls me.  I also got a couple new books.  Gabriel insisted every other girl my age had read the Twilight series and that I needed to also. So Victor bought me the whole series.  I am hoping to have some time this weekend to start them.  Not sure how I feel about Vampires and Warewolves but if Meanie thinks I will like it, I will read them.

I've been getting to spend alot more time Victor and Gabriel than I normally do.  That has been nice. The more time I spend with them the more I think I am crushing on them too.  Gabe just has a way of making me feel beautiful, even though he tells me my hair looks like shit all the time.  I think he just likes to play with it.  And Victor...sigh.  He makes me feel adored, cherished, well like a princess.  No matter what I ask or say he just looks at me like every word I say is the most important thing he has ever heard.  I don't understand how he doesn't have a girlfriend.  Or any of the boys for that matter.

I think I am going to really like it here once I get settled in completely, and I don't have to worry about my family trying to make me come back to them.  Mr. Blackbourne said he was in contact with my Dad and he would take care of everything.  I haven't heard any more other than that, and I don't really want to know anymore right now.  For the first time in my life I feel like I can breathe.  And that is an awesome amazing feeling.

North got called out on a job tonight so I am going to stay in the big house with Luke, Gabriel, and Victor.  I believe Dr. Sean will be coming over when his shift is over.  He called my left side in the bed...Lol.  He is always on top of things.  Well I guess I better get homework done.

Later
💖 Me

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