"There are rules!you must follow them!"he yells making me jump back
"What if I don't"I barely whisper yet he was able to hear me perfectly fine and what he says next makes me want to crawl up into a ball and die
"You'll be spanked"
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"Oh my fuck"Damien curses picking me up and rushes me to the doctors.
"How far along"
"7 months in 3 days"
I tune them out as pain takes over my stomach.
If I told Damien about the message there whorls have been no fight and my water wouldn't have broke.
This is all my fault.
My baby could die.
"Okay we need you to push"the doctor says as nurses hook me up to machines.
"No I can't it's too early"I cry
"I know but she's coming now so you need to push"the doctor says.
Damien squeezes my hand and the doctor starts to count
1
2
3
I groan as I push squeezing Damien's hand as hard as I can.
I give 3 more pushes and little whimpers are heard but it's barley a cry.
Tears fall down my face and Damien hugs me whispering things to reassure me everything will be fine.
But really it's not.
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Damien rubs my back as I play with my baby girls tiny hand.
"It's all my fault"I say my voice cracking.
"Don't say or think that baby girl"Damien says kissing the back of my head.
"Yes it is!if I had of should you the messages there wouldn't be a fight and my water wouldn't have broken"I whimper.
He wipes my tear away and sighs
"If anything it's my fault,I got mad at you and I should have understood that you've never had this type of life before and that you would be scared"he says
"I'm so sorry baby"he says kissing my head I give a weak smile and turning around kissing his lips.
I hear a little baby whimper and turn back around to face her.
"Have you thought of a name yet"he asks
I smile at him and look back at my little baby.
"Eden"
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"I love it"he smiles kissing my cheek
The doctor walks in and she gives us a sweet smile.
"I need to run some tests and you should get some rest"she says softly.
I nod my head and Damien helps me back into the other room.
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"She's so tiny"my dad says playing with her tiny toes
"I know"I whisper
Damien sighs and leaves the room making me frown
"What's wrong with him"his dad asks
"I don't know,he was fine earlier but now he just seems off"I shrug
"I'll go talk to him"he says leaving.
I give him a smile and the nurse walks in.
"I'm thinking you'll be able to go home in a few days,we just need to run more tests and keep an eye on her"she smiles
"Yay I can't wait to take her home"I smile.
My dad smiles too and sighs
"I got her some premie clothing"he says handing me my diaper bag.
"Thank you"I say looking through all the tiny clothing.
Damien's dad walks back in and sighs
"He left,he told me that he was going out and would be back tomorrow"he says making me frown.
"What do you mean he's gone,she just had their baby"my dad snaps
"I don't know,he just left I yelled at him to get back but he kept waking"he sighs running a hand trough his hair
I sigh and look down at my feet.
I can't believe he left me,I just had a baby and he left without a good bye or an explanation of why he left.
I feel hurt.
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Qotd#2: what's your favourite movie?
I have to many lmao but right now I'm obsessed with grease😍
Helllllo peopleeeee I'm updating again todayyyyy
And I'm sorry for any of you who think my books are all the same,I like writing books with that set up and they aren't alllll the same so sorry if you don't like that🤷🏻♀️
