I have been
Uncontrolled
I have felt
Angry
Sad
Heartbroken
I want to be able to feel
Love
Happiness
And joy
Why is my heart aching?
Why does it hurt so much?
Why am I choking on my anger and hatred?
Why is my depression killing me?
Why can't I find love,
Strong enough to free me?
Why can't your joy,
Your happiness fill me?
Why is there so much death?
Too much hate
I have become paranoid
I am not happy
Not anymore
I want someone to help
I want someone to love
I need a savior