Depression chapter 1

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The sky was filled with grey clouds and the sun was covered by clouds in the morning,today would be like any other dull day.I forced myself to get out of bed on a cold and gloomy morning.                                                        Looking at my face in the mirror I soon began to have negative thoughts surging to my mind....
"Am I too ugly?"does everybody in school hate me?should I just die? I shake my head and started splashing water on my face multiple times
      I looked at my damp face and tears began rolling down my cheeks....I looked at the time and wiped the salty and bitter tears off my face.After wearing my uniform I started  stuffing books into my bag grimly. I rushed as I saw the bus arriving even though I knew that I could not get on the bus in time. I tried my luck hoping that I could catch up,but I was too late....At the back of the bus are some of my classmates they jeered at me and started laughing as they knew I couldn't get to school in time....
    I carried my heavy bag stuffed with my textbooks and overdue assignments and began to drag my feet to school.i knew that I was running late and didn't bother to run to school as I would still be punished.As I arrived at the school entrance I saw the principal and besides that, I saw him holding a thick wooden cane.
To be continued....

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