some anti social girl

No pride

I hate him honestly

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the anger inside me

is quiet because of you

I don't take pride

in saying I love you

it's not okay

it won't ever be

but even in my angriest times

my stupid self will forgive you

I hate the way you are

but at the same time

I love it

you were the fire in my forest

you're dangerous

yet lifesaving

but I couldn't stay away

why can't I hate you

that question never answers

the way we circle

and it never stops

my heart won't be at rest

just have you kill me

I mean you caused me enough pain

won't you make it stop?

my mind is a mess

my heart is away

and the skies aren't blue

but for something I know

I wont ever

take the pride in loving you.

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love is shit honestly

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cat