The Life of A High School Teenager

Ch.31 Amnesia

One minute... OK I'm back umm where was I? I don't remember what I was going to say here. My train of thought derailed. OK nevermind. I got dressed up today. My hair is a mess I need to get it cut again. So I styled it with this hair crap and my hair is not that bad today it has a messy look to it. I like it for once. If only it could look like this all the time. So I washed my hair in the bathroom sink this morning because my little brother who is in middle school took a shower after my dad got out so I didn't have time to shower. You should have seen his face when I asked him for the shampoo while he was in the shower. This is how our conversation went.
'Hey can you hand me the shampoo please?'-Me
'What?'-Him
'Can I have the shampoo I'm going to wash my hair in the sink since it needs to be washed and I can't take a shower.'-me
'OK here you go.'-him
'Thank you.'-me

Yeah that was a fun conversation this morning. Anyway I'm in school now in my first hour. I'll talk to you guys later in my MPT class. Until later. Bye guys.

"Lyrics

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all "

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