I'm someone who has been diagnosed with a little depression, social anxiety, panick attack disorder, as well as someone who has suffered from suicidal thoughts and acted on those thoughts twice.
I had been self-harming since i was 13, and i have no one friends commit suicide.
I can say that i have seen and been through fucked up things. I'm fucked up! I've had a panic attack while i was swimming in a deep pit, and almost drowned.
I've tried to kill myself twice, one time in my fucking birthday. In my 13th years old.
And when people say that mental disorders are irrelevant, i get absolutely pissed. Well guess what asshole, if i'm with you but i suddenly have panick attack and starting to cry and hold up my scream. What are you going to think?
When you see me relapse, what the fuck are you going to think?!
Mental illnesses are just important as physical illnesses. I don't know why i have to say this. I could literally DIED because of mental illnesses. My sympton is real. I'm the fucking real deal. Don't you fucking dare say that my problem is irrelevant! Mental disorder is hard to cure than physical scars!
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My Midnight Thought
Non-FictionMirror Mirror Can't you see? What you show is killing me. Warning committed suicide! by anisafe | 2017 | writing in english
