🔮Bitter-sweet

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Momo's POV

"Oppa. Look at how happy Sana is" I said. Wah~ my dongsaeng will soon get married.

"Hey, it's our day off, right?" Jackson oppa asked, I nodded— still looking at JB oppa and Sana

"Let's go on a date" he said

I nodded. Sumakay kami sa van at pumunta sa isang resto

"Why are you not eating? Di ba masarap?" Jackson oppa asked. Kanina pa siya kumakain pero parang wala akong gana

"Di naman sa ganun oppa" I said

"Then, what is it?" He asked

"Oppa... Paano na tayo after the concert?" I asked. Di ako pinapatulog ng tanong na to eh. Anong mangyayari sa'min after the concert?

"You'll go home, I'll go home. Will that be it? Will we end everything?" I asked

"Momo, please eat first. We'll just talk about that after eating okay?" He said then he smiled. I smiled at him too saka ko sinimulan ang pagkain pero di ko namalayan na habang kumakain ako, sabay sabay din ang pagtulo ng luha ko.

Jackson's POV

Kahit naiiyak na rin ako dahil hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko sakanya, ipinagpatuloy ko parin ang pagkain.

Paano ba kami babalik sa dati? Yung Jackson at Momo na ang tanging worry sa buhay ay paano na kung maubos ang pagkain sa buong mundo? Paano ko maibabalik ang dating samahan namin?

After naming kumain, naglakad kami pauwi sa dorm. Magkalapit lang naman kami ng dorm

"Momo, to be honest... Di ko rin alam kung paano tayo after concert" I admitted

"Halata ko rin" she answered.

"Ang hirap" I said. She didn't answered. She just nodded

"Do you need.. Space?" I asked. Labag man sa kalooban ko na itanong sakanya to.

"I don't want to... Pero parang kailangan natin ng space para makapag-isip oppa" she said. I smiled— a sad one.

"Okay then, We'll give each other time" I said. We stopped walking nang narating na namin yung dorm nila

"Oppa, not because I asked for space... It means, we'll end everything, okay?" She said and I nodded. Of course, I know. Pero di ko parin masigurado kung babalik siya sakin

"Good night" she said. I smiled. I can't talk anymore. Feeling ko, iiyak lang ako sa harap niya pag kinausap ko siya.

She started walking away. And for the last time, I will do this.

Hinabol ko siya saka ko siya pinaharap sa akin

"Bakit, oppa? May ka--" I didn't let her finish what she's saying.

I kissed her. Di ko alam kung gaano katagal tong space na hinihingi niya. But I hope, she'll come back to me, after some time.

I hugged her and whispered to her ear, "Saranghae jagiya"

I hugged her tighter.

"Nado... Saranghae" she said between sobs. I smiled and let her go

"Go inside now. Be safe always. I will get going" I said as I turned and left.

Pinagtitinginan ako ng mga tao sa baba ng building. Sa JYP ent ako dumiretso eh. Sino ba namang di titingin sakin kung mukha akong baliw na umiiyak habang naglalakad.

"Jackson, what happened?" Mark hyung asked. Andito rin yung iba, except for JB hyung

"Momo and I... Well, I guess we both need some time to think" I said, sakto namang lumabas si Nayeon. Magkasama pala sila nila Hyung

I know Nayeon has something to tell to comfort me pero she chose not to talk. Nayeon's like my little sister. We always understand each other. And I'm lucky to have a dongsaeng like her. And I'm glad she's Momo's bestfriend. Momo needs her.

Nayeon smiled at me, a reassuring smile. A smile that says, "Everything will be alright, oppa. We're all here for you". Hindi ko alam pero I ran and hugged her and I started crying.

"Oy Jackson, alalahanin mo asawa ko---"

"Pwede ba Mark. Wala sa mood makipagbiruan si Oppa" Nayeon said as she hugged me back

"Joke lang, baby. Grabe ka naman" Mark hyung said.

How I wish, Momo and I will end up like Nayeon and Mark hyung. Their relationship is beyond perfect. Both of them... They're both beyond perfect.

"Oppa, anong problema?" Nayeon asked nang medyo kumalma na ako. Para akong prisoner na iniinterogate. Paano ba naman? Pinalibutan nila ako =___=

"Momo asked for space" I answered

"Yan. Diyan nagsisimula yan. Sa space space na yan" Yugyeom blurted out

"Kyum, iba naman yung sa inyo ni Tzuyu. Pwedeng tulungan muna natin si oppa?" Nayeon asked Kyum. Malay ko ba diyan kay Yugyeom. Siya tong nakipag-break kay Tzuyu tapos siya tong sobrang bitter!

"Sorry po, noona" Kyum said saka siya nanahimik. Nayeon smiled saka siya tumabi kay Yugyeom. That's why we love Nayeon being around. She can balance everything. The girls are so lucky to have an unnie like her

"Oppa, try kong kausapin si Momo ha? Para naman magkaayos na kayo" she said and I nodded. She sighed, di ko namalayang umiiyak na pala siya

"Halla, noona. Bakit?" Bambam asked

"Oppa, sana mahintay mo pa rin si Momo. Momo loves you so much. Nahihirapan lang talaga siya sa sitwasyon. She even told me na, she cannot live without you. I hope you'll understand her, okay oppa?" She said as she held my hand

"Of course, dongsaeng. I will just give her time to think"

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