Songs in our Hearts

Song 1- Miracles in December

Miracles in December

Written by: xxxheartgirlxxx (Gab)

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Where is he? Why is he so long? He told me he'll be here in just a few minutes but it's almost an hour now.

I'm gonna try to call him.

Calling Chanyeol...

Why isn't he picking up?

"Come on C.Y., pick up the phone." I said. I'm freezing here to death but still... I'm waiting for him.

*Toot* *Toot*

I can't believe it... I thought while looking at the red image at screen of my phone.

He didn't pick up. Oh God, I really can't belive that he's not showing up. He ditched me again. AGAIN.

Are you asking me why I concluded that he won't go here? I'll give you my answer. Because He had done it a million times before. He's always bothering me. He's taking me for GRANTED. 

I know that he's doing it. But I can't get myself on breaking up with him. Why? Because I love him... so much that I'd risk anything, I'd do everything, even if it's stupidity, I would do it. If he would just ask me. That's how I love him.

Though... now... I'm tired. But still... I can't... I can't do it.

I can't even afford of thinking about it. No...

*Plok*

I got shocked when I realized that a tear already fell from my eye. I was already crying.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I am looking at his picture now. It is my wallpaper. A picture of him eating Ramen.

I decided to go home. Even if I wait there, I know that he won't come, so why bother waiting another hour.

When I arrived at my condo, the door was open.

Don't tell me that...

I opened it and saw him eating in front of the TV.

"Oh, you're here. Where did you go? It's already 9:00 in the evening. Why did you go home so late?" he stood up and went infront of me.

Is he kidding me? After he ditch me on our DATE he still has the nerve of scolding me why I go home at this hour. I'm so freakin' pissed with him right now. I wanna punch him in the face. But...

"Sorry, I was... I was waiting at the fountain. I was waiting... waiting for... for... for you to come." I looked down and bitted my lower lip. Trying hard to stop my tears from falling.

"Oh... Gella I... I'm sorry. I forgot about it." he cupped my face. Now I'm looking at him in the eye. "Don't worry I'll make it up to you."

"Promise?" I said, my tone almost the same as the voice of a begging child.

He smiled before answering my question. "Promise"

A month has passed and he did his promise. Though actually he just did it for about two to three times. Now, it's all back to normal. He's ditching me again.

Today is the 24th of december. It's our anniversary. He PROMISED me that we would go to our favorite place. He called earlier that he will be a bit late and if I can wait for him. And because I still believe I said the word 'Yes'.

Now I'm here at the fountain. Waiting for that guy. Still beleiving that he will do his promise.

"I believe in you C.Y. Please come."

*An Hour Later*

An hour already passed but still he's not here. I looked at my wristwatch for the nth time. It's 6:00 pm, I came here at 5:00 pm.