Dear nobody,
I know I should have wrote yesterday but, I couldn't. I was heartbroken. Louis came yesterday to drop off my stuff. I wore a sweater while getting my stuff for him. I can't let him see how vulnerable I am.
Louis invited me to sleepover his house today. I don't know if I should or not. He also asked why I ran off like that, so...suddenly. I lied, of course. I said Haylee missed me, and was crying when really, the only one crying that night was me.
I promised Liam I would never do it again. I slipped 2 days ago. I was 2 years clean, until now, and I have to admit, it felt....strangely good. Ever since Louis visited, I've been nothing but a mess. As soon as I got into my room, I took off my sweater looking down at the engravings on my arm. Haylee came in to check on me for Karen, and she laid down with me ever since.
One word describes me.
Torn.
~Niall
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