She's late.
Oh my god! Just what am I doing last night? Argh! Classes are important! important! (running like crazy) and...., oh gosh! I forgot! It's Mr.Smith's class , just kill me.
She doesn't care about how she looks right now ,all she cares right now is reaching the seat in the last minutes. She is gasping heavily when she reaches the door and finds that the professor is not standing there.
" Shin Hye! Hey , what's up girl , your face tell me that you ran here with all your might! Buh-hahaha!! Your face is a mess . " , said Mindy while laughing her ass off , I don't even want to take the breath to spar her.
" Oh , by the way ,Mr.Smith has some businesses to attend so we're free 'till 2 o'clock. Want to hang around? "
"No thanks, I have so much things to think and do.", I refuse quickly.
"yea yeah , as expected from miss scholarship." , she lazily waffs her hand and off.
Well~ to begin with , I don't have the time to think about something like that. Being a scholarship student makes the burden twice and to add , I must think about how I can get a job and money. My family is in the state where we must think of what we will eat for the next week. It's really a pity, I can't have my life however I want ,but yeah..I'm satified with my life now.
I haven't had my breakfast and it's 11 now. I guess I will buy a latte and some sandwiches for this ringing tummy.
Hmm...let's see , today's schedule...(while walking and checking her notepad) , today I must check the script ,presentation, English references, politics talking and...*bruk
"Oh my god! what are you doing? Can't you look straight while walking?! Now ,look! " ,while pointing the painting he holds that splashed with my latte. What an arrogant , just a piece of painting and he yelled so much. " It's just a piece of painting! So why are you yelling so much?! ",I shouted back. "It's not any piece of paintings ,it costs almost 2 million! And the client, Argh!! Forget it , just think that I'm unlucky today. Now ,excuse!", the man walks off angrily. I don't even close my mouth when he said it worths 2 million. 2 million! I tell myself to wake up and it does the trick.
I walk toward the university again, forget that incident like it doesn't happen , to not add anymore things inside my head than this big whirling inside.
While stuffing my mouth with sandwiches , I go to the Art&Creativity room. It's the one room that can relax me after a crazy day like this. I just feel tired ,sometimes I even asked myself ,why don't I run away from everything? I feel tired right? But the more I asked myself , the more the reasons there are and I decided to never ask myself anymore 'coz I will just realize it and be more tired.
Sometimes I imagine myself ,with a fun life that I wil never get bored ,do the things I want ,and be a normal teenager that going around with her friends to have fun...well~ the thing is ,I don't even remember I have ever made a friend , a close friend ,not a classmate or study group partner. I wonder ,will the day comes? Feels like a dream that can't be reach...
