i think i drink
not to be drunk
but for the hangover
because i am in a
constant cycle
of just being numb
and however numb i may be
i know that
bottles of vodka
come with a
fancy label
and foil on top
but also give me the nausea
to puke up
this filthy numbness
and deliver headaches
and obscured vision
so painful
but i am no longer feeling numb
because the bitter liquor
demands me to feel (something)
-n.c
