Dear Shawn,
I didn't mean any of that..
I still love you will all my hurt.
I'm hurting just as much of the day you left,
My therapist thinks I'm fine and that I'm getting better...
I'm not I'm getting worse Shawn.
I'm scared...
I'm scared that I'm going to hurt all my fans with news I won't be able to stop.
I'm on a non stop roller coaster to that hole in the ground.
And only you could stop it...
But you don't care Shawn you have her.
I'm moving to la in a month so That's when I'll stop sending letters to you.
Then I go on to tour...
Hopefully it gets better and I'll meet someone else...
But I'm unloveable... even you didn't love me ...
My fans and the paparazzi think I'm happy with life I want nothing else.
That's not true I'm depressed... and my cure won't want to help me.
I miss you Shawn
I love you...
- Sabrina
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For the love of Shawn: s.m & s.c
FanfictionAfter shawn's and Sabrina's break up , Sabrina suffered from depression. Sabrina found herself writing letters to shawn 9 letters in total. But one cold and icy night just after a show in Toronto her tours are cancelled until further notice. All...
