Two faced | Jungkook

New start

New school, new me. Right? Wrong. It's still the same, bitchy, me.

The annoying beeping sound of the alarm went off, alerting me to wake up, though, I was already awake.

I couldn't sleep at all. It's so not fair that I have to switch schools because "it's for the best". Bullshit. I left everyone. My best friends and my boyfriend. God, it's only been one day and I already miss him so much.

I got up and stood there, staring at my walls. I haven't stepped one foot into the school but I already know I hate it. I brushed my teeth lazily and threw on my ugly school uniform. I added a little bit of eyeliner and foundation to my face so I didn't look so dead.

I stepped downstairs. Mom was up at the stove making pancakes. "Goodmorning honey" she greeted me with a cheery, happy voice.

My tone didn't match hers. "Morning." I said. I sat down at the breakfast table, dropping my shoulders and sighing. "Do I have to go?"

She placed the plate of warm pancakes in front of me and rubbed my arm. "It's for good"

"Good"? What's "good"? My life then was good but now it's hell. Instead of even saying anything, I just ate the food to shut myself up before I started something.

I finished the meal and placed the plate in the sink where mom was washing dishes. "Bye mom" I grabbed my bag by the front door.

"Love you too!" She yelled. "Have fun!"

I pulled out my pink headphones and shoved them in my ears, turning the volume all the way up so I couldn't hear anything else. The walk to the bus stop wasn't that long. Only about a block or two.

God it was fucking freezing. Whose idea was It to even wear skirts to school anyways? Crazy ass. When I got there, I sat down on the cold wooden bench. It was kinda old too, it looked like it would collapse but oh well.

I sat there waiting for the bus to arrive, then something rubbery hit my head. I looked up to see a group of boys from about away feet away. I removed my headphones and paused the music. "Hey! Sorry princess." One of them shouted. "Mind giving it back? Don't hurt yourself" he joked, causing rest of the boys to laugh. Very fucking funny. 

I stood up with the football in my hand, plastering a fake smile on my face. "Here you go" I threw it behind me, far away. "go fetch, doggy!" I teased. My fake smile automatically changed back into my bitch face as I sat back down and put my headphones back on, but i didn't play any music.

"Wow, feisty" the same one hollered, laughing with his friends. "Kinda hot though"

Great. I go to a school with a bunch of annoying fuckboys. God, I miss my baby so much. How am I gonna go from seeing him everyday to not seeing him at all?

"Is she new?" One of them asked.

"Yeah. I think so" another answered.

I was so done with them already. "Mind your own fucking business" I said with a monotone, catching them all off guard. Still not even giving them a single look.

The "leader" of the group snapped back. "You're the one all up in our conversation"

"True" one in the back laughed and gave him a high five. Fucking lames.

I stood up and turned to them. "Well maybe if you lowered down your voices, then I wouldn't have heard." I sat back down with my arms folded.