Do you have to?

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I felt my head spinning like crazy and I slowly opened my eyes. I touched my head as the room swirled around me. I took a deep breath and tried to sit up. Darkness almost overtook me again. I lay back down.

I heard faint distant like footsteps. "Your up!!!" I heard miss Hana's voice say. I tried to respond a, yes or, good morning but all that came out my mouth when I opened it was a gasp for air. She got a chair from the nearby desk and put it next to my bed.

She got my hand and started caressing it softly. "Juno, I know you can't talk right now but, if you find your voice, it would be wise to say what exactly happened" she said with a small smile. I nodded.

I suddenly felt a little better and sat up slowly, afraid to hurt myself. I put my hand on an imaginary pencil and put my other underneath a fake paper. I started scribbling on this imaginary paper. Hana seemed to understand.

She quickly got up and got a pencil and paper from the desk. She handed the things to me and nodded. I placed the pencil in the right position. I started writing.

'I had a problem, it just got me thinking and, I got overwhelmed and fainted' I lied. I didn't want to start drama. I remember my old school where drama just kept following me!

She looked at me and squinted a little"you sure that's it?" She asked. If I had my voice I would have blurred out the truth, but, luckily I didn't. I nodded and put on a fake smile.

I lay back down. "You know, you've been like a daughter to me ever since you came here Juno. You've also been like a sister to Yuki. And don't get me started on Ame" she said.

She left the room and closed the door. I didn't understand. What does she mean, don't get me started on Ame? Does he think Of me as a sister, or, did she mean? Nah! Couldn't be"

I slowly got up, when I put pressure on my feet, the whole room started spinning again. I went straight for the desk, grabbing it like if my life depended on it. I walked slowly and opened the closet at the corner.

I looked inside. I saw a black v-shirt, a patterned skirt,black tights, a emo like fingerless gloves and some purple sneakers.

 I saw a black v-shirt, a patterned skirt,black tights, a emo like fingerless gloves and some purple sneakers

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I put the clothes on quickly not thinking twice. I looked in the mirror. I looked like an emo child,I liked it, but it wasn't me. I didn't want to change. I just threw the gloves scarf and thighs back in the closet. Now I looked more like myself.

I smiled weakly and put my hair into two braids. I walked out the room my legs a little weak. I almost collapsed a few times. I went to the kitchen where Yuki, Ame and miss Hana were eating what looked like lunch.

Ame got up pushing his chair back. "Juno!" He said. I smiled warmly again and sat down next to him. "OmgIcan'tbeliveyourup Ithoughtyouwouldlikeneverwakeuporsomth-ing!!!!!" Yuki said faster than what I could understand. She was now hugging me,hard.

I hugged her gently and then she lessened her wrap around me. "Sorry, Im excited" she said. She let go of me "You lost a school day" she said. "But, if you don't feel good enough yet you can totally miss another" I thought about it. I shook my head. Somehow I found my voice. It was low and you could nearly hear it but you could.

"I've lost enough" I said. Miss Hana put a hand on my shoulder. I looked at her. She made me remember my mother. I had to go home. "This weekend, I travel back home. I need it" I said. She nodded.

"What!!!" Ame said. He clutched a small part of his hair and rested the same arm on the table making his head be a little crunched. I looked at the floor, then at Ame. "I need to see my dad" I said. He nodded slowly.

I got up and left. I heard footsteps following me. Someone grabbed my wrist. I turned around. "Do you have to?" I saw Ame's eyes sparkle with a little hope. I looked right at his beautiful honey colored eyes.

"Yes" I said. I started taking a few steps. He just stood there still grabbing my hand. His grip stayed in my hand as I slowly pulled it out until it was just the tip and it came out of his hands. I felt a part of me being torn. This family was mine too.

~~~~~~~Ame's P.O.V~~~~~

Juno got up and started leaving the room. I got up from my chair. I took a step and Yuki blocked my way. I looked into her eyes and she looked into mine. She nodded and let me pass. I went after Juno.

I was right behind her and the first thing that popped into my mind was grabbing her wrist. I did. She turned around to face me. Her eyes sparkled in the windows lighting, but it also reflected sadness.

"Do you have to?" I asked a little hope in me. She looked straight into my eyes. Her light blue eyes showing pain. "Yes" she responded softly. She took a few steps away from me, her wrist still in my hand. She didn't take her hand away from mine, she left it there till I only had the tip of her fingers and it all disappeared.

I went back to the kitchen and sat down. "It didn't go well?" My sister asked. "No" I responded, tears filling my eyes after so long, I forgot the sensation of sadness, it was just numb.

~~~A/N
Hey, been a while, sorry it's so short but I really wanted to update and, what should be a ship name for them, I came up with Jume or Ano, which one do u prefer, can u come up with any?

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