Aphmau's POV
Sleazy's Market
9:56 pm
"JUST GO!" I shouted.
Present
Just him being here just makes me more pissed than I already am.
Heartbeat
Panic
Heartbeat
Sweat
Heartbeat
Breath
What's happening to me? I feel like I'm gonna die. Where am I?
I
NEED
MY
CANDY
"Hey, are you doing okay ?"
3rd POV
Same Location
10:13
As aphmau was on the floor having either a panic attack or a mental breakdown a guy took notice of her.
"Hey, are you doing okay?" said the unknown.
She sobs as the reoccurring memory hits her.
In her mind
3rd Pov
10:14
"Mommy where are you? Mom?
"She stares at the dead body of mother and father. Frantically staring at them with a psychotic daze.
"AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, Oh mommy you can stop playing nowww~"
"Your mom and dad are the dead kid. Just accept it as it is." The first guy says.
"Just accept it, like how you're going to be the Lord here at Harkin Village." The second guy said.
"J-just accept i-it?" She says.
As of right now
3rd Pov
10:20
"Hey? HEY!" Says the stranger.
"I'm losing control of myself. Just like I lost my mom, my dad, and my five-year-old self. I'm becoming insane, the feeling of drowning is absurd to you because you haven't felt the feeling, but once you do feel, oh boy." She says, struggling to breathe, looking everywhere as if she was lost and doesn't know where to go.
"..." He says with a face of people now call as "shook"
"Do you understand the word 'Panic attack'? Quite the crazy isn't it? Feels like as if you're dying, trapped, underwater, and no one can hear you because you're becoming insane. Having palpitations, popping everywhere on your body because you're constantly aware of your surroundings because you feel like you're being attacked. Like omi god, amirite?" She crazily describes her feeling.
"..." The deadly silence killed her insides. Feeling as if she is being eaten alive because of her explanation.
"Talk, please. I need someone...." She desperately said.
He
RanAway
"W-wait, don't leave me.." She sobs.
"Shu?" He says.
"A-Aaron?"
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I decided to put my past with panic attacks here on A.S. It's irrelevant, I know, but I kinda want to put some information with my past like Jessica does or her alias, Aphmau.
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Aphmau's Secrets
FanfictionHer name was Aphmau. She was not the one you call pure. She wasn't a vulnerable girl, she was strong, and a badass. She was not raised by her parents, she had to raise herself in this brutal world. Her parents died from Butchers when she was five ye...
