You might be thinking:
WHERE WERE U!?I was living in hell basically.
To get to the main point I was going through depression.
(And jazmin if ur reading this I'm sorry I didn't tell u this)
If u remember I asked ur guys advice bout the boys that liked me (another boy liked me) they gave me the worst 4 months of my life and it got harder in spring,I got all f's and d's and I disappointed my parents including the one I looked at the most,
My REALLY REALLY NICE BROTHER,So I cried a lot and became cold in school.
My parents thought that I was being dramatic and shit like that because I kept crying and during the time I kept think of stupid things that I shouldn't say here on wattpad.i thought I lost my sanity.And I kept prayin to God that if I pass I'll become a good girl and cheesy things like that.I didn't get f's on my last RC I got d's.Now I doubt everything and don't trust anything.
So guys I'll talk to you when I'm ready and I'll update soon.
And jazmin when I see u again don't tell my mom and don't mention it for a while
I don't feel ready to talk to anyone about it.
I only talked about it here because u guys needed a reason why I was absent from wattpad for a long time.Cya later alligator
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