OH my gOD
my life is a total joke.
i'm gonna start from the top
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so two years ago i was like bff's with my science teacher, (btw he's like 75 and the cooliest evr) so now every morning before class starts i go into his classroom to say hi and hang out, do hw, etc. i always write and draw shit on his chalkboard and one day i wrote my instagram user on there. (self-promo bc i'm desperate 4 frens lmao.)
so there's this boy ok,, (let's call him daddy bc he's daddy af and i'm a whore) and he's in this teacher's first hour class, so he got to see my user on the board b4 sum garbage kid erased it like they always do. so daddy followed me on insta and i added him on snapchat and we been snappin' and we have a streak and errything... && we both thought each other was hot ok,, like we would always b tellin' each other how hot the other is and shit lmao but we were never talking or anything
but still the relationship felt special sorta bc neither of us have had a real relationship or done "IT" IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN I THINK U DO
and we were like open with each other ab that stuff and were both on the same page ig
(BTW THIS KID IS MY AGE,, I KNOW I SAID I HAD THIS TEACHER TWO YEARS AGO BUT THATS BECAUSE I WAS LIKE 2 YEARS AHEAD IN CLASSES OR SMTHIN IDFK OK IM NOT A COUGAR) !!!
ok now moving on to the next key person in the story
let's call this boy richie bc he fr is super rich
[richie and daddy r bff's ok]
so i've kinda had a little crush on richie since last year but i never talked to him until just a couple weeks ago. (snapchat lmaoOo) so we snap sometimes now but he left me on open one time when i thought the convo was going good, so i said "wow when ur crush leaves u on open" to myself but ig it was loud and my friend heard it. so my friend wanted to know who my crush was but i didnt want to tell her that it was richie. so i just told her that i thought he was beautiful because he seriously is so beautiful and ah
and she asked if he was smart and i told her he wusnt (idfk)
BUT he has a gf so i wasn't evr tryna like get w him bc i don't roll that way (i told her that too)
anyway my fren reallllylylyly wanted to know who i was talking about.
so she has a class with BOTH RICHIE AND DADDY (!!!) and guess wut she does
she literally says "yeah (t) was complaining yesterday that some boy left her on open and i'm trying to figure out who it is" to them in her class,, and so BOTH RICHIE AND DADDY SNAP ME. RIGHT THEN OK. (GOSH OMG)
so richie is just chill and says "hey"
and daddy says "hey (my friend that snitched) said that you said a boy left you on open yesterday, she thinks it's richie, is it ???"
BOI
TF
I WAS SO MAD
IM STILL BITTER
so i say "no ??" to daddy and all is well for now.
but recently daddy been leaving me on open SO FUCGING MUCH
LIEK STOP IT
and so today i had enough and i snapped him and said ::
me: ok i got a question
daddy: yeah sure (#rude already)
me: y u keep leaving me on open all of a sudden
daddy: idk i'm just busy ig (something else i dont remember dammit)
me: ok ig
daddy: so ig i'm the boy that (my friend that snitched) was talking about yesterday👀
me: nooo lmaoOo
daddy: sure (or smthin like that)
me: ok 1: i don't think ur dum && 2: i don't know if ur talking to someone or not
daddy: makes sense
me: yeah
daddy: but yeah
me: yeah what ?
daddy: i'm talking to someone
FUCK
me: oh
no longer daddy: yeah
me: how long have you guys been talking bc i feel bad now for snapping yu
no longer daddy: not very long don't feel bad lmao
me: ok
no longer daddy: (smthin stupid lmao)
i left him on open after that.
yep. i really need some guidance on what to do with my life. i am sad and i shouldn't be because we were never anything. i should be happy for him because i think we were both doubtful that we'd ever find people to be with. oh well.
fuck.
- sad t
