'The Desire' A Klaus Mikaelson Love Story. (TVD Fanfiction)

A Thousand Years.....

Klaus P.O.V

I walked away from the one woman who I have ever had any kind of emotion for 'love' yes that four letter word could make me the original hybrid weak. I once said that love is a vampire greatest weakness that is true, my one weakness was Star the woman who I love more than anything. More than my own family more than this 'child' that about to enter my life. From the moment I laid my eye on her I knew she was the woman I wanted to spend eternity with. It strange to think from seeing someone for the first time that you can feel not only an attraction but also a connection. I had walked this earth for 500 years at that time and I never felt that connection with any women I had been with.

Even after another 500 years when I thought my Star was amongst the angels in heaven because that where she truly belonged, I couldn't get her out of my mind that I knew that I would never find anyone like her. When I look over the last 500 years when Star death took place I changed, I turned into more of a monster than I was already, I need something to keep me from breaking from losing the most precious person I've had in my lifetime. So yes turning into the original that everyone feared that wouldn't give any mercy, worked for me because I couldn't show not anyone one how I was feeling not even my own family. Because deep down Niklaus Mikaelson the original vampire was a broken man and the wounds I had would never be healed. The day when my wife Star died a part of me went with her the part of me that was still good.

With this revelation of me becoming a father I knew it upset my Star that why she fled from the mausoleum when Hayley confirmed that she was with child, from that moment I knew that Star had turned her humanity on. She wasn't the cocky vampire that she was throughout the day where she would flirt with Marcel, the man who I considered as my son.But from that moment when we all heard the rapid heartbeat of my unborn child it was like the world stood still, the look upon the face of my wife tore me apart. Knowing that all she ever wanted was a child of her own.

I remember in 1490 after we married that she spoke of having a family how could I turn around to her and tell her that would never be possible, so I kept telling her in time we would have a family. One of many lies I had told her. When I saw her once again after 520 years I felt more than overwhelmed it was like everything I had kept behind the flood gates all came to the surface, my Star wasn't dead that she still walked amongst us. I recall that one night when I came face to face with the woman who I've longed for 520 years, I wanted to hate her every part of me wanted to but I couldn't. When I looked into her eyes all I felt was the love and adoration I had for her and still have for her, hate couldn't even come into the equation not one part of me would allow that.   

So why I'm allowing her to make the choices? Why I'm allowing her to dictate to me how I should chose my life? Because I know in my heart that I will never feel complete not having her by myself. Elijah had convinced me to stay to help the witches with their plan to take down Marcel. I saw how Marcel had taken over New Orleans how he respected by his under piers. Marcel was the king of this town and I'm going to take that thorn back with my new heir come what I king needs is a queen by his side. 

So I made the decision to go back to Mystic Falls to convince her that I can't be without her and it was the truth, I lived 520 years with the pain of not having her how could I live my years knowing she out there and I never fought for her. I'm not going to back down I shouldn't of backed down before I saw the hurt in her eyes when she told me that she didn't care about me. I knew Star was lying to me but I was too coward enough to press on the matter. How could I spend the rest of eternity and have this child that is part of me without her by my side, I know my wife well enough to know that every word that came out of her mouth was a lie to me. So I will not leave Mystic Falls until she finally admits that, she can't live without me as much as I can't live without her.