The bad boys good girl

Intro

Tessa ^

I promise it gets better you guys. This is a Harry Styles fanfic. He is going to be the famous pop star Harry, not any other weird shit. This will have cussing and some abuse in the beginning. You have been warned. *cue evil laugh*

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I wake up bright and early every day. Not wanting to get a beating from my father for his breakfast being late. This is my life.

Wake up at the crack of dawn.

Get ready into my worn tattered clothes.

Make three fried eggs with lightly toasted bread with grape jam and a cold beer.

Get the hell out.

Of course there is school. I'm kinda a nerd. Names get thrown around with some beatings with the occasional nasty rumors. But then again, it's not as bad as my home life.

How this all got started, I'm not really sure. First my mum got diagnosed with brain cancer. And eight days later she was dead. In that time period my dad had to work day and night shift, hoping to keep the love of his life alive.

What's sad is that the last words she said to him was, "I may die, but at least you have a part of me." She somehow stumbled out before her eyes rolled back into her head and the heart monitor came to a stop.

Second, my dad started drinking while my grades started dropping because of my absence. And from there the bullying got worse and the beatings started.

Yes, I have thought of running away. But that slim chance he could find me is good enough to scare me into not doing it.

Once I ran out of eggs and could only make him two I was out for three days. And there was blood everywhere. Who had to clean it up? Me.

And there is my sucky life for you. And I more than anything wish something could change it. Anything and I'll grasp it with my life and never let it go.

But the thing is, I didn't know what I was wishing for.

~halsey