love we give in buckets

51 - I FEEL FREE

Something has happened,

I felt like some chains broke.

Chains that held me together

with you.

You gave me the last blow,

and I wished I was dead after that.

But now I feel alive again.

It's like those chains kept me slave of you.

But now I am free.

I saw you walking with a smile on your face,

that hurt just a little bit.

I didn't despair like I always did.

I know that I am free.

I can feel it.

I can feel it because I don't feel sad,

and I don't feel like crying at all.

I feel happy.

Almost happy.

Isn't that what you wanted?

Now you will get it.

You don't need to worry that I am still sad.

I am free now.

I do not care about you anymore.