between the pages of our lives [phan]

one

I wrote two books. Both were international successes, with almost 8 thousands copies sold. All signed by the name DANIEL HOWELL.

People read them without knowing the true signification behind them. The first book is titled: ingraved in your souls. I won't tell you the true signification behind that story, because I feel like it would lose its meaning to me. I know, that's stupid. But I don't care. I never told anyone, not even my parents, what it really means. And I most likely never will.They understand how important this all is to me.

I decided, however, that I would..

No.

That I need to tell people the meaning behind my second book. The world deserves to know why I wrote it. They deserve to know why I did what I did.

I didn't commit suicide, don't get me wrong. If I had, how would I be writing this? What I did is just as much, if not more, horrible than suicide.

The second book is titled: Between the pages of our lives.