My Guardian Angel [ONHOLD! Revise Mode :From The Start]

#3 Loner,I am?

Mayura Feiyer's POV

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"Mayura!"- Ayan nasigawan na ko ni Tiff, Tiffany Maica Fortaleza, Friend ko, kilala din siya ni Sean, wag kayong maingay ah, pero mukha bagay sila ni Sean! ahahahaha! Pero seryoso bagay sila!

"okie okie! just dont shout! sasabog ang eardrum ko e! Look. magkatabi lang tayo Ms. TIffany Maica!"- sabay poker face ko.

"Panong di ka sisigawan ni Maica, Pusa ka? eh kanina ka pa kaya niyan tinatawag! duh!"- sabi naman ni Chelsea Geane Romano, pssssssh! if I know may crush lang siya kay Loki! Pero di niya alam na friends kami ni Lokibaby niya! hay nako! alam niyo ba tingin niya kay Loki? Gosh! Kilig na Kilig yan dun kahit alam niyang *EHEM* May Girlfriend na! Ang dahilan niya okay lang naman daw kasi may Boyfriend din naman daw siya! Crush lang naman daw! pero! Kapag nakakausap or nakikita niya yung PANGET na yun! Grabe! Abot hanggang tenga yung ngiti niya! Kaloka!

"psh, Sorry na okay? Ano ba yun Maics?" Tanong ko.

"Answer this question, why did Sean went to States?"- Maics

"Don't Tell me, Aso ang peg niya sa parents niya ah!"-Chels, Baklita talaga to, nako!

"Hay nako, Stop Being like that Chels, you look stupid!"-Saway naman Ni Maics.

"Ow? Looks like you guys are having fun, Mind if I join?"- A beautiful long haired girl said, Venice Castroverde, She's also a Friend of ours, A independent one.

Hayss.

"Yep, he went off there because its his parent's choice."

Ayoko na lang pag usapan pero parang ang sakit pa rin isipin! ayoko na muna mag isip ng kahit ano.

~After the Holiday Vacation...

On the month of January~

Pumasok na ko, And I miss everything in school. Medyo nanibago ako sa mga kaibigan ko, It seems like My friends have their own business, and Im being left behind.

After ng ilang araw,ganun pa din sila, I observed it first baka kasi mamaya nag ooverthink lang ako.

Pero, Nakakagulat lang, I never thought that one day, Ill found myself that I'm already alone. hayss.

Now, Im doing my activities for some subjects. Nasa Library ako.

Im kinda Alone. Cause I- I just like to be.

Im writing down some notes when Someone came, It was Her, Maica.

"Hello." she said.

"Hi." I uttered, but still writing my notes.

"Can we talk?" she asked.

"Hmm, sorry but Im kinda busy."

"But, This is important." she insisted.

"What's more important than studying?" I said and Now, We're face to face.

"What's your problem,May? bakit di ka na sumasama samin? Is there something wrong?"

"Seriously, Ms. Fortalejo,You're asking me, what's my problem? why dont you check it out for yourself?"

"Mayura, Im serious. I know something's wrong, why dont you tell us?" She's still insisted.

"Why dont I tell you guys? ha! are you kidding? why would I say it? Am I Still there? nandyan pa ba yung connection ng friendship natin? shit lang Maica,Why would I stuck myself with you guys, if I know that Im not welcome in? So, Im just choose to be alone. Atsaka, Ganun pa din naman e, Im still Alone, kahit kasama ko kayo. Lagi niyo kong tinatalikuran. But, Its okay, Now I know. So, Excuse me, may gagawin pa ko."

After saying my speech umalis na ko.

Totoo naman eh,Actually, I just Spill out all the things I feel whenever Im with Them. Di pa nga yun yung lahat eh. Marami pa.

It stated when Venice Came, and the rest was a history.

She's a friendship wrecker and I hate her for being like that, She stole my position. My position kila Maica. I did everything I can do make up things with her, but What's the point of fighting for something if that something doesnt even fight for you too? Nonsense,Right? nonsense.

I dont want to burst outyself in there.

Somehow, I know, I can still survive on my own.

~~~