The bad boy or the player?

Rituals

HUNTER ABOVE! Isn't he cute

I like alone time.

I enjoy reading and listening to music while just thinking.

Finally I had some nice time to to myself.
Being friends with two guys that hate each other is really exhausting.

And they both treat me like a challenge. I don't even know what I want.

I put on a small coat and headed to the library.

I checked out a romance and a horror book and continued on my way home.

Enjoying my music in my headphone WAS relaxing until Jake popped up out of no where.

Hey miss "don't think I want you."

I laughed pulling out one earphone

Hey mr "you're my next challenge."

I continued walking with Jake in a quiet but oddly peaceful walk.

Then we saw Hunter.

His jaw tightened and he roughly pulled on the door. I sighed.

I'm tired of this.

"Either you two fix this where I can be friends with the both of you or I won't be either of your friends all. You don't have to be buddies just stop with getting mad because I hangout with one of you. Fix this and don't talk to me till this is resolved."

I headed back home and continued some of my ALONE time.

I watched tv while reading a bit of my dads chemistry book from way back when he was in college.

I may or may not be a bit of a nerd.

School will sadly be starting soon, but I'm excited.

My goal is for a 4.3.

The schedules were available online so I decided to check mine out.

1. Honors Chemistry
2. AP U.S history
3. Spanish 5c
4. Honors algebra 2
5. AP Language
6. Avid

Wow this will be a tough year.

I sighed already stressing myself out.

I decided to find out about getting a membership at the nearest gym. I haven't worked out since I got here.

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I woke up sweating. I must have fallen asleep.

Part of me wanted to sleep more JUST so I could fall into that dream again.

It was bad really bad. Just rethinking it made me feel KINKY.

Hunter and Jake fighting over me in bed.

Damn was it good.

I sat and thought.

Can I even commit to one of them. I have always been the type of person to run in the other direction of relationships.

When I moved I only talked to one guy.

We lasted about three months and then I guess I couldn't do it anymore.

What if that happens and I hurt one of them.

What if Jake doesn't even want anything more with me than to sleep with me.

I felt my trust issues engulfing me.

Part of me wanted to hide away and never talk to them again.

I knew no matter what I did I couldn't escape them.

Ring ring

"Mom?" I questioned.

"Hi hunny I know your school starts in a week but I don't know if we will make it home. We're trying our best but your father has a big marketing job for Dully paint supply."

"I know mom don't worry I will be fine here everything has been good."

"SORRY we haven't checked in much, everything had been so stressful these people are really picky! I love you hunny your dad will call you either tonight or tomorrow."

"Love you too mom."

The phone call ended and I realized it was already 8:00

I made myself a small dinner and went to grab my laptop from my room.

I looked through the window and the curtains were called.

I grabbed rolled up socks and threw them at the window.

"Do YOU mind !" That same blond girl was at his house again.

What the hell!

Is this some response because he's jealous or is just playing with me too now.

I can't stand this.

If he wants to play the jealousy game I'll win.

After all I'm the one cold hearted one.

I'm going to beat him at his own game.