bangtan oneshots

xvi

"Hey, hyung. Have you seen (M/N)?"

"I saw him just beside the dog outside."

"Hyung, it's not nice to compare him to a garbage can."

"Fine. I haven't seen him."

"I wonder where he is?"

"Tch. He should just leave. That would be better."

(M/N) clenched his fists as he felt tears trickling down his cheeks. He wants me to leave. He said it would be better. Maybe I should, huh? No one would miss me anyway. He wrote a letter to Ms. Gwok and place it in her clinic.

He made his way to the rooftop and texted Jungkook and Taehyung.

To: Kookieee 🍪🍪

Hey, Jungkook. Thank you for everything. I'm happy you became my friend :) Please never forget me and I will do the same to you. You're a good friend, Jungkook. I wish you a good future. Have kids and have a wife. But of course, girlfriend first :) Again, kamsahamnida, Jeon Jungkook, for everything.

Sent at: 5:42 pm
Seen at: 5:43 pm

To: Salty Taehyung xD

Taehyung-ah. I heard your conversation with Jungkook earlier. You want me to leave, right? You think it's better if I did, right? Well, I'll make your wish come true. It would make you happy, right? Anything for you :) saranghaeyo, Kim Taehyung.

Sent at: 5:44 pm
Seen at 5:44 pm

"Tch. So that brat is an eavesdropper." Taehyung mumbled as he read the first to sentenced. 'You want me to leave, right? You think it's better if I leave, right? Well, I'll make your wish come true. It would make you happy, right? Anything for you :)

He stopped reading for a moment when he realized something. He called me Taehyung.. Something's wrong..

'Saranghaeyo, Kim Taehyung.'

(M/N) jumped off the rooftop, feeling the wind embrace him as he was closing to the concrete floor below him. I'll be with you, eomma. Wait for me. It'll only be a few seconds.

"Taehyung-ah.... Do you think... He.. He commited suicide...?" Jungkook asked, as he adverted his gaze from (M/N)'s message to Taehyung, worry filling his eyes.

"Why... Why would he? This is probably just a prank..." Taehyung said but his face said otherwise. They checked all the classrooms, the washrooms, and every room of he school and even requested a girl to check in the girl's washroom until they heard an ambulance. Oh shit..

The two left the shool building, seeing an ambulance and two men carrying a stretcher with a body laying. No.... It can't be...

The two slowly went to the stretcher and uncovered the white sheet of cloth placed on the area of the body's face, revealing it was indeed, (M/N).

Taehyung's whole word crashed as he felt his eyes begin to water, his mouth trying to say something but it was just open and his heart crashed into billions of pieces. "(M-(M/N)...." He managed to stutter out as tears slowly dripped.

Jungkook felt his heart break as he saw his bestfriend almost dead as he started crying. "Hyung.... Mianhe hyung... For all my mistakes..." He muttered to thr unconcious (M/N) who was now being brought to the hospital.

Yuna, a.k.a Ms. Gwok went to the hospital as well, crying as if (M/N) was her son. "Ms. Gwok, do you have any idea why he did that..?" Jungkook was the first to talk. "Ne, I do.." Yuna sniffed as she said it, wiping her tears with the back of her hand.

"I found out when he transfered here to Seoul University. His parents died in a car accident. He started cuttig ever since that happened so he always went to my clinic to rewrap his bandages. I was the only one to know that, of course. He wanted to live is best which resulted to hanging out with the two of you. Ever since he hang out with the two of you, he became more depressed and started burning his own skin. He treated me like his mother and sometimes would accidentally call me "eomma" so i treated him like my own son. I tried giving him anti-depression pills before but he refused stating he was okay. He acted so happy to not let anyone worry about him. He's a good boy, I wish he would live." She finished and small droplets of tears ran down her cheeks.

"He.... He was always happy... This is so unexpected..." Taehyung said. He felt his heart sink in guilt as he thought that he was the reason that (M/N) jumped from the building.

"Mr. (L/N) is awake. Please visit one by one." The doctor said as she exited the room.

Yuna was the first to come in. "(M/N)-ah... I told you not to..." She held (M/N)'s pale hand while sobbing. "Saranghae, (M/N).. I love you... You're like a son to me... A son I never had.." She said before standing up and letting Jungkook in.

"Hyung.! Why didn't you tell us...? We could've helped you.. We're friends, right? You said that yourself! Just know, hyung. We'll always be there for you. You're a great hyung." Jungkook smiled and released a few tears before leaving.

Taehyung didn't know what to say a he sat beside (M/N) and held his hand in both of his hands. "(M/N)... Mianhe. Mianhe..... I didn't mean to.. My stupid mouth just started throwing you insults. I'm so stupid.. I'll stop! I swear I will... Just wake up, god dammit you pabo.." He started off and flinched once he felt (M/N)'s fingers twitch.

"T...... Taehyung..?" He stuttered. "(M/N)!" Taehyung's eyes widened. "So i'm s-still alive..? Such a sh-shame.. I guess a three story building wouldn't kill someone." (M/N) chuckled sadly as he said it, making Taehyung mad.

"What do you mean "such a shame", you ass?! Did you know how worried I was?!" He shouted, making (M/N) surprised. "You... You were wo-worried?" "You jerk, why wouldn't I be?! I love you, after all!" Taehyung's face turned into a light shade of red as he said it.

"Nado saranghae...." (M/N) smiled lightly at his now boyfriend. "Idiot..."