beyond it all | seulmin

three | canvas

Dedicated to deerdazzle for that lit af bangtanvelvet fanfic.

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❝Never before
Had I wanted to say
So much,
But said so little;
Felt so much
But stayed
So silent.❞ - d.j

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seulgi's pov

She shivered with the others as she attempted to rub her hands together with her fuzzy (wrist) gloves, being the only girl group to perform outside during the MBC Gayo Daejun, days after the SBS Gayo Daejun.

She wanted to see it as a blessing, being the only girl group to be able to perform outside amongst the other boy groups was an honor yet she couldn't help but think of it as trouble; it was freezing cold and they were dressed thinly, much to her dismay.

She thought back to the practices and rehersals for Into The New World for the KBS Gayo Daejun.
It was rather a new experience for her, being on stage with some of her fellow friends (and fantastically talented girl groups may she add,) but it was quite messy and stuffy.

In addition, she got to know Momo better, along with meeting and getting to know SinB, Chungha, and Yoojung for the first time. She liked collaborations, they were fun to participate in and she got to expand her friend group along with the fact that Yeri made a new friend; Sana.

Sana was quite clumsy, she noticed. It wasn't bad, rather it was her charming point, and also probably the reason why Yeri was attracted to her at first sight. Yeri was quite friendly so add in clumsy Sana and they were a cute duo, those two.

Joy always talked to Yerin during practices, not that she minded as she hanged out with Jeongyeon and Nayeon a lot as well as Wendy and Irene.

The mcee interrupted her train of thoughts (or memories) with her introducing BTS, feeling Wendy's warm arm around her stomach.

Wendy was originally from Canada and even though she was in South
Korea almost all her life, she adapted to the cold faster than her and the others. Wendy had her other arm around Irene, who was shivering, causing her to worry.

She blew breaths of air out into the cold air, glancing at BTS's side.
Jimin seemed to have glanced at the same time, because as soon as she and Jimin shared eye-contact, they both quickly looked away in shyness.

It was going fine between her and Jimin, their friendship was progressing as they got to know each other at a slow speed, but it quickly got awkward at times. She wanted to ask Jimin about what she heard the other day, what he meant.

She was so, so curious yet she couldn't say a single word, because she was afraid of going past the limits, the boundaries that were invisibly set after the awkwardness set in.

She heard Taehyung's voice in the air, glancing at Irene (who was too cold to even react) when he said "I love you!" to the audience, which was followed by mutiple screams and cheers.

She felt sleepy because of the cold, but Jimin's (soft and gentle, which she loved) voice woke her right up. She turned her head towards the right in curiousity as she met eyes with Jimin who followed the eye glance with "I love you!" as even more screams (screeches) and "I love you, Jimin!"s followed.