" I can't hate you " ( BOOK 1)

chap 26: can't do this

I'VE REALIZED I NEVER PUT DATES ON ANYGHING OR TELL YOU IF IT'S SUMMER OR WINTER OR WHATEVER SEASON MY BAD, IN THE NEXT 2 CHAPTERS IT'S JANUARY

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*2 months later*

Yn's POV

all of a sudden I hate work, there's cops always coming in to question me about Ray, Dean, Desiree, & Niesha like wtf do I look like? I didn't answer you the first time what makes you think I'm gonna answer you the next time, we got Lorenz back with us in less then a month, and I've been having this same night mare about Chres being shot and killed

me: *lays Jaemoni in his crib turning the baby monitor on*

I go upstairs and check on the kids and there all sleeping and I go back downstairs shower and get in bed watching ' Baby Boy '

Chres: *walks in bedroom* hey baby

me: hey

Chres: *pecks my lips* I told you you don't have to wait up for me babe

me: ik but Jaemoni wouldn't go to sleep

Chres: oh *sits his phone and keys on the nightstand going into the drawers grabbing some sweats, boxers and a white beeter*

he goes in the bathroom I hear him turn the shower on and the shower door opening and closing I fall asleep

"no!!!" I screamed and cried running to Chres's side "baby stay with me" I continued to cry while holding my hands against his wounded heart Chres starts coughing up blood " I-I l-love you *coughs up more blood*" his eyes start rolling back in his head and I start screaming crying

Chres: *kisses my cheek wiping my tears* baby get up

me: *gets on him hugging him tight sobbing* idk what I'd do if I lost you
Chres: baby don't think like that, I'm go be fine, we go be fine *kisses my cheek whispering in my ear* go back to sleep baby

Chres holds me tight in his arms and we go back to sleep and we're woken up by our bedroom door being kicked down a bunch of cops run in grabbing both of us and throwing us up against the wall and taking us out our bedroom and I see them running upstairs and Kaevon opens her bedroom door and one of the cops shoot her

me & chres: no!

chres breaks out of the cops grip and runs upstairs to Kaevon

Chres's POV

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Lorenz, & Khalid come out there bedrooms and they both run to me and Kaevon

me: get me a fucking ambulance!! *rocking Kaevon letting my tears fall* It's ok, baby, breathe slow, and keep your eyes open

Yn grabs Lorenz and Khalid taking them downstairs and Kaevon starts coughing up blood trying to breathe and her eyes roll back into her head and I check for her breathing and she's not breathing and she has no pulse I get off the floor and punch the cop who shot her dead in the face and I grab him by his neck choking him

me: you killed my fucking daughter you bitch! *throws him to the ground kicking him*

a few cops grab me putting me in handcuffs

cop: you have the right to remain silent, anything you say will be held

me: ik dumbass! you arrest me every fucking year for nothing!

cop: calm that down, homie

me: look bitch I'm not your homie! so don't call me your fucking homie!