" I can't hate you " ( BOOK 1)

chap 11: new Start.....right?

*week later*

Y/ns POV

uhhhhg! people erk my damn nerves like fr fr, espeacially Chres's over sensitive ass, always complaining and shit, & asking me to do every damn thing ,tryna act like he my daddy uhhh NO! got me fucked up in mroe ways then one fr fr

me: shut up Chres please

Chres: what I do?

me: all this fcking complaining is agrivating the hell out me, I aint no fucking house wife Chres, get your ass up and get it yourself

Chres: you aint gotta get mad about it babe damn

me: im going to work, Craig said he might come over idk

Chres: *gives me a death stare* you got to be fucking kidding me

me: im not, so deal with it

Chres: *mumbles* im not go be here

me: then where you go go?

Chres: watch me not be here when he come me & MY kids are leaving fuck that fuck shit yout alking bout

me: whatever idc,  call Desiree

Chres: she ain't overdosed yet!?

me: your so fucked up

Chres: it is what it is

me: bye Chres

I kiss the kids good bye and leave

* work*

Jacob: * kisses my cheek* what you wanna talk about?

Me: I can't continue doing this with you we have to stop

Jacob: you sure

Me: no, Bt I'm feeling guilty and I don't wanna ruin my family

Jacob: *kisses me* we can't stop I don't want to * kisses me again*

Me: this is the last time * kisses him again*

Jacob: *kissing back putting hands up my shirt*

Niko: * walks in* wth are you doing!?

Me: * stops kissing him*

Jacob wipes his lips and walks out

Niko: you were supposed to stop Yn

Me: I'm trying

Niko: get it together

Me: I will I promise

Niko: I'm holding you to that sis *walks out my office*

My phone starts vibrating and I pick it up its a text from Jacob

*text convo*

Jacob: don't stand me up

Me: this is the last time

Jacob: just don't stand me up

Me: I won't

* end of texts*

Me: * rubs hands through my hair whispering* wtf am I doing?

My phone starts playing Fumble by Trey Songz indicating a call from Chres

Me: * answers phone* yes?

Chres: your a fucking lier dawg

Me: what did I do?

Chres: you fucking someone else?! after all I've done for you and our kids!

Me: Chres who told you this?