her last words ↠ e.g.d

letter ten

Ethan,

Hi.. my love. We were in a long distance relationship that was also a secret. I wanted to tell people but I knew they wouldn't be that someone like you would date someone like me. You told your family and your friends a few months ago. You wanted to tell your fans. I wish I had told someone besides Ashton and Adriana about you before I did this. 

I'm sorry that I had to end my own life and hurt you. I know I promised I wouldn't but.. I just couldn't go on any longer. I couldn't take the pain; the pain of missing my mom, the bullying and the never ending heartache. It was all too much.

You, Ashton, and Adriana were my happiness but even when I was happy.. I still was sad. I hope you understand that I just couldn't take it any longer. I had been in pain for too long and I didn't want it any longer.

Here's something I never told you...

I love you.

I hope you forgive me one day too. 

Love,
Juliette.

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[this chapter makes me sad]