Dad,
I remember after mom lost her battle with cancer and we were at her funeral, how many "I'm so sorry's" we got. People do it everywhere around the world, like somehow it'll make things better... it doesn't.
And I know this won't make it any better but I'm so sorry, dad. I really am. I just couldn't try anymore. I hope one day you'll forgive me.
Without mom, life was hard. You worked so much to keep up with all the bills, all of the overdue medical bills from mom. And that meant I was alone a lot.
But you were my best friend and an amazing dad. I trusted you with everything and you always knew what to say.
I love and will miss you, but I'm sorry. This is the end and I hope, yet again, that you understand. And please don't blame yourself for not seeing 'the signs', I purposely made sure there was no signs. I'll tell mom you said hi.
With lots of love,
Juliette
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[again, this is now the updated version and i like it a lot better! i forgot how hard this book is to write because of all the emotions behind it. and again, thanks for reading!]
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Fanfictionher last words; letters to those who cared too much and some who cared too little
