Vacation With My Cousin

25 : New life

I think I grieve all night that makes my eyes sore and my throat dry. Nakasandal na ako sa headboard ng kama ko habang nagsisituluan pa rin ang mga luha ko at nakatingin sa kawalan. Kailan ba ako makaka-alis sa ganitong sitwasyon -- for crying always and being hurt?

Marahan akong napatingin sa pinto ng bigla itong bumukas. Even in this room I don't even had a privacy dahil wala man lang lock ang pinto dahil alam nilang gagawin ko iyon. "Chanty.." halos pabulong na sabi ni ate Hannah, she knew about the affair. Nagbakasyon muna sila ng kambal dito dahil sa September pa ang balik sa klase nila.

"Chant, nangangayayat ka na.." she said ina concern tone. Humikbi ako ng mahina at tumingin ulit sa may bintana ko. "Chant.." hinawakan ni ang kamay ko -- I felt really secured kaya napaiyak ako. "Ate.. ikakasal na sia.." I said between my sobs. Niyakap nia ako. I laid my head on her shoulders and cried. "Ate.. totoo ba talagang di na nia ako mahal?" I sobbed.

      She caressed my back while saying those hurtful but I think would help me words : "It may seem the hardest thing to do, but Chant, you have to forget the guy who forgot you." Tears rolled from my eyes. Did he really forgotten me already?

"Chant, maybe the best thing you have to do is to move on and let your life flow again. Maybe in that case you'll forget him and find a new one -- the right one." I sobbed. Siguro tama nga sia -- I really have to move on and find a new one -- the right one.

"You know what, may ibinigay ako sayo." she smiled at umalis. Minutes later -- she's back.

"Tada!" she said galdly. Napangiti ako habang pinupunasan ang mga luha ko. She let out a something paper then I realized -- it's a ticket.

"My friend gave me this." inabot nia sa akin ang ticket. "Well, alam mo naman yang kuya mo -- sobrang possessive, charot!" napatawa ako "Maybe you need this Chant." tinanggap ko at binasa ang nakasulat sa ticket.

Newly opened : Beat and Color Lights on January 15, 2014
V.I.P Ticket.

"VIP?" I said almost whispering. Tumango sia "Yes, you can use that tho. Gamitin mo Chant, move on." she said and smile -- a genuine smile of hers. Tumango ako at niyakap sia "Thank you ate."

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      I look at myself in my full length mirror. I was just wearing a black fitted dress plus blond hair -- with nice curves on the edge and my Primadonna 3 inches heels with my black purse. I smiled. I'm really beautiful.

I walk out and drove my black Bugatti and drove all the way down to Downtown.

     The place is nice. The beat is very enjoying and the colors are really beautiful to see in eyes. Pumasok ako and gave my V.I.P ticket to the guards. I sat on the counter while facing the dance floor. "Order Ms. Gorgeous?" biglang sabi ng barista. I smiled at him "Just a lady drink please." I said. He smile -- he's handsome "Right away baby." he winked. Minutes later, he served my drink. Habang umiinom ako may biglang lumapit -- in all fairness -- he's hot.

     "Hi gorgeous." he said seductively. I smile "Hello handsome" I said sexily. We talked and talked. And I just knew that his name is as handsome as he is -- Flynn Gertrude.

"Let's dance" he whispered. I smile "Great. Let's go!" I said gladly and he led me to the dance floor.

      "Taga Pilipinas ka diba?" nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi nia. Nagtatagalog sia? "Ahh yeah! Ikaw din?" halata sa boses ko ang pagkagulat. Ngumiti sia at tumango. Nagtawanan kami at sumayaw ulit.