Chapter one: Ce sentiment de vide

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"Hey Nina what'cha doing?"

"Nothing..."

"What are those red marks on your wrist?..."

"Oh,Evan just scratched me.."

"I'll tell MOM..!"

"Ssh no! Don't! I'm already disinfecting it..."

Those flashbacks replayed in the back of Y\Ns mind,over and over again. She was 10 and Nina was 13,at that time.. Y\N should've known it,self harm. Recently Nina was getting more and more distant. Four years since then passed,Y\N fourteen and Nina seventeen. They had once been inseparable friends, but that was a long time ago. Nina had tried to commit suicide,the hospital treated her and her bloody wrists. She had been placed under suicide watch. Y\N was on her way to the hospital, she took the bus. Her H\C and (F\C highlights),swayed in the air as she hopped off the bus. Her fringy hair was frizzy,tangled,and undone from not sleeping in two days. The thought of her unseperable companion,doing that to herself was enough to torture her thoughts. As she looked up she went to the front desk,greeted by an unhappy blonde. In ever so flattering, pink scrubs, a blonde tight blonde,making her wrinkles more noticeable.

"So what is your business here?" She said chewing bubble gum,loudly. "" imm umm... Visiting a friend, Nina Vanessa Smith" The nurse nodded "currently she's in room 196,but in about a week She'll be transfered to,the Mental Health instution right down the street" Y\N nodded. "Thanks" Going up to Nina's room. She knocked on the door,no one answered she went in. Nina was in a hospital room with one large bay window. She stared at it,"wow look at all those people" Nina muttered.
Y\N smiled,"How ya doing?" Y\N asked her. "I'm fine im better"
Y\N nodded,"That's Great " just as her stomach grumbled. Nina giggled "There's a snack bar on every floor,go I'll be here" Nina said. Y\N nodded not wanting to go against,Nina's wishes.

She opened the door just as someone was walking in,they bumped heads and Y\N fell. "Watch it buddy!"  She yelped.
"I'm sorry let me help you up" said a deep gruff voice. As he held out his hand Y\N took in his features. Collar bone length black hair,Blue ocean eyes,porcelain white skin,and not scrawny but skiny. As Y\N got up,she blushed.  He spoke,"Sorry let me buy you something' to eat as an apology" Y\N shrugged,"I was already heading there " she walked and he followed. His outfit consisted of a red motley crue shirt,Black leather jacket,Skinny black jeans, and black converse. Y\N opened the door, saying "Snack bar." She walked to the sweets section,eyeing all the candy, cake,brownies,pie,ice cream,you name it! She fingered her back pocket, searching for her twenty dollar bill. She had stolen from her mother,she frowned checking the other pocket. As the stranger watched her amused,"you okay?" She sighed "Nope can't find my money...'' He smiled," I'll pay.. By the way I'm Andy...."  She nodded,"Who?....Asked you?!" She joked. He cracked a half smile. Y\Ns phone rang,"Mom" the caption startled her. She ran to Nina's room. Andy gasped,"wait..! *his voice faltered* What's your name...?"


A\N: SOOOOO THAT WAS SHORT BUT GOOD? I PROMISE OTHER CHAPTERS WILL BE LONGER!!!


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