SG 4 ~ Unexpected Detours: Meeka's Story

2 Darius

SistaGirlz Book #4

DARIUS

Every fiber in my being prayed that I could convince TaMeeka to give polyamory a chance. I hated the fact that I hid my relationships from her but TaMeeka is a one-man-woman. It's one-on-one or nothing at all for her. If I could just get her to open her heart, TaMeeka will see that she's not losing me just because I love Angie, too. So far, I'd been able to juggle Angie and TaMeeka without upsetting either of them. Eventually, once we were all grown and old enough to buy a house together, I wanted to live my life with Angie, TaMeeka, our children and anyone else we love.

But first I had to get TaMeeka.

At that point, I felt more like Angie's friend than her boyfriend. Between going out with Devin Lawson and her part-time job, I had barely seen Angie since her first date with her new boy toy.

"I know you're not a virgin but I am," TaMeeka announced as she wrapped her arms around my waist.

"Is that an invitation?" I asked sincerely.

"If you're worthy, you can be my one and only," said TaMeeka as I walked her home. I caught her coming out of the corner store buying cigarettes for her mother. "I'm not gonna be like these stupid hoes out here giving it up to a man just because his dick game was on point that night. I need a man with ambition! If I'm gonna be Bonnie, he better be a damn good Clyde!"

"Wow, Lil Mama!" I applauded.

"STOP right there, Darius! I don't have any children so please don't call me any kind of 'mama,' please and thank you!" TaMeeka corrected me.

"Yes, ma'am!" I smiled at her petite frame holding back an explosive temper. "I was just saying that it's good to see that you know what you want!"

"Doesn't everyone know what they want in life?" TaMeeka asked as we stopped in front of her house.

"I know what I want," I said, thinking of my dream family.

"Good. Now go after it!" TaMeeka encouraged.

After weeks of no attention from my "girlfriend" Angie, I poured more of my time and attention into my relationship with TaMeeka. If she didn't ask me about Angie, I didn’t have to lie and say I didn't have another girlfriend.

As much time as I spent alone with TaMeeka, I almost forgot I was polyamorous! Part of me tried to acknowledge my desire to love others but I acted less and less on those desires. I was content with TaMeeka's love!

"I love you, TaMeeka," I said simply while we were finishing dessert during our date. My mom was working overnight and Angela was busy with Devin when I invited TaMeeka over for dinner. One minute we were eating dessert, the next minute she was asking me if I minded if she smoked. I asked if she meant cigarettes. She pulled out a pack of pre-rolled blunts...

In my head, I heard myself proposing to TaMeeka, watching her coming down the aisle toward me, having babies with me. Next thing, I knew...

"I love you, TaMeeka!"

Fuck! Did I just say that out loud?!

"Oh Darius," exclaimed TaMeeka as she lunged at me. Pulling at my clothes, planting kisses all over my neck and chest, she said, "I've waited so long for this! I love you, too!"

Thinking she was thinking what I was thinking, I picked up TaMeeka and carried her to my bedroom. Grabbing at each other's clothes in between kisses, minutes later we were naked and in my bed. Normally, I would stop to put on a condom but I allowed myself to get caught up in TaMeeka's passion for me, bypassing protection.

"YES DARIUS!! YES!! FUCK YO' PUSSY DAMMIT!!"

The louder TaMeeka screamed, the harder I pounded into her. I wanted everyone to know she was getting this dick! If she tried to muffle the banging of the headboard, I snatched the pillow away. Hell, I didn't even care if my mother walked in on us!

TaMeeka was everything I dreamed she would be as our hips swayed rhythmically together. You couldn't tell me she was a virgin because TaMeeka kept up with me like a pro! The longer we made love, the more I wanted Angie to join us!

Laying naked in my bed, I held TaMeeka close, soaking up her scent before I had to walk her home. Neither of us was in a rush to put our clothes on when it was time for her to leave. Since this was her first time having sex, I was nervous to find out if she liked it and too scared to ask. When we reached her front door, I finally got up the nerve to speak but she spoke first.

"I'm so glad I gave my virginity up to a man that loves only me!"

I looked at TaMeeka in disbelief. What made her say that?! Only her?!

Fuck! Me!