When I'm near you I feel all my antagonism fade away.
I have no problems,
no anxiety,
no depression,
no imperfections,
no worries,
no fears.
You make me feel like I have a heart that is able to love again.
You make me feel weightless.
You give me life when I feel limp and emotionless.
You give me hope; hope that I am worthy of love.
When you look at me, the whole world stops.
In that moment it's just an utterly beautiful boy who is full of life, and a shattered girl who is laced with depression, and waiting for something to bring her back to life. You are the life I need. You resuscitate me, I can completely breathe when I'm around you - except when you make me laugh too hard. It's so much better than being unable to breathe because of an anxiety attack.
I love how I feel okay when I'm with you.
You give me rejuvenated bones, you give me a clean mind, you give me the key to a place of safety and comfort.
I love you, and I wish you knew how much you make me happy; how much even just the little chats we have make my day.
I am unable to stop the thoughts of you that leave me smiling like an utter fool.
I don't know what you've done.
It's as though you've latched onto me and removed all the darkness that I've pushed down for so long, leaving me with innumerable thoughts of you.
