Drag Queen One Shots - on hold

All I Want- Alyssa x Laganja

Laganja's POV-

All I want is nothing more, to hear you knocking at my door.

Lyssa, you were so brave.

'Cause if I could see your face once more, I'd die a happy man I'm sure.

You saved them, you couldn't save yourself.

When you said your last goodbye, I died a little bit inside.

As soon as you looked into his cold eyes, you knew you were gone.

I lay in tears in bed all night, alone without you by my side.

The noise from the gunshots ringing in my ears, reminding me of how you became a national hero.

But if you loved me, why did you leave me?

You know I am not as strong as you, Justin.

Take my body, take my body.

Is there any point in living without you? God, take me now.

All I want is, all I need is.

Momma, I need you. I need my best friend back.

To find somebody, I'll find somebody.

You know this is destroying your sister as well; I can't go on without you.

Ooh oh, Ooh oh, Ooh oh, Ooh oh

Do you hear my cries for you? I wish I'd have jumped in front of all of you.

'Cause you brought out the best in me, a part of me I'd never seen.

You taught me how to be me and not the over the top character that I created on tv.

You took my soul and wiped it clean.

Throughout the period where my parents didn't accept me, you took me in and treated me as your own.

Our love was made for movie screens.

We were everything, doing the dance studio together and everything.

If you loved me, why did you leave me?

I know you wanted to save the kids at BBDC, but you didn't save me from the nightmare I would leave when you left.

Take my body, take my body.

Do you think I am ready to join you yet?

All I want is, all I need is.

Please tell me that I have suffered long enough.

To find somebody, I'll find somebody.

The light is fading, I think you know that it is time for me to join you.

Ooh oh, Ooh oh, Ooh oh, Ooh oh

Jay Jackson aka Laganja Estranja was pronounced dead from an overdose at 5 am on the December 28th, 2016. His last words were, 'Happy Birthday to me, the best present of all is happening now'.

A/N- this was inspired by the Emma Mather solo why'd you leave me. Leave any requests in the comments.