a few days ago i got chainmail and it was gr8 so i was texting summer asking if i should send it to my lowkey crush i honestly don't know my feelings towards him
and before i say what he said this is the thingall he said was "No" like bitch ass the fuck u think u doing
but like jeSuS i haven't had a crush in so long and now i'm remembering how much they hurt and they're so painful i want to killmyself
like we'll text for hours straight then he won't text me at all then the next day he'll repeatedly text me like ?¿
the story behind him is he went to my old school and i used to have a crush on him then i moved and he recently followed my instagram and we started talking then he added me on snapchat
after i came home from a choir concert today he was telling me how much he missed me and how we should meet up this weekend and i kept saying i probably couldn't then he left and didn't answer back and im pissED
and i put a picture of my friend and i on my snapchat story and he said i looked beautiful and so did my friend and i just got s o jealous i put a picture of us on my instagram and tagged her and i stg if he follows her i'm gonna tear my heart out of my chest and throw it out my windowand yes the point is don't get crushes on boys bc most of them are assholes who don't!!understand!!feelings!!and!!hints!!