before i rant i'm in a really bad/sad mood and tonight i went to a restaurant with my family and i came back and had bad bad bad stomach issues to the point where i cried
anyways
friends
i l o v e friends
some people don't have friends
some people have lots
i joke about having 0 friends but i have a good amount of friends
but having a good amount of friends does not mean they're all good friends
and that's where my rant begins
(not really a rant just a frustrated edgy chapter)
i'd like to say everyone has friends that aren't exactly "friends"
people they'd like to cut out of their life basically
but they either can't or aren't race enough
i'd like to say that if i have a "friend" that i don't think is healthy for me or i just don't like (and have no excuse to keep them) i will cut off our friendship
if you don't make me happy or you make me feel bad about myself you!!are!!going!!to!!get!!cut!!
but there's people you can't cut out
whether it's bc they know too much, they carpool with u to basketball, or you have to see them everyday, etc
and i have a few
and it sucks
i wish i could cut a few people but i can't
i psychically can't
and i have a few friends i absolutely adore and love to death
summer, liv, emma, breanne, chloe and a few more
and they should know that i appreciate them, they're all so beautiful, and idk where i'd be without them
so yes tiny frustrated chapter with me being a whiny bitch talking about her problems
