Moving Forward

Chapter Ten

"Thank you, Charlotte. I hope you enjoy the show."

"Don't worry, I will!" Her contagious smile seems to spread to Axel.

After a couple of minutes, Axel nervously looks at the stage to see one of the band members poke his head through the curtains from the wings.

"Well." He nervously smiles. "That's my cue to leave."

Kyle and Charlotte wish him luck and return to dancing. Before Axel leaves, I kiss him for luck. I watch as Axel runs backstage to prepare for their show. Despite the nerves bubbling through his system, I can see the excitement lingering in his eyes.

I wish I had the strength and confidence to step out and do bold things like Axel. He decides he wants to return to the band, so that's what he does. Me on the other hand . . . there's no amount of pondering and convince that could get me onto a stage to perform. Even if I wanted to do something else with my life, it'd never have the guts to do it.

The line is slightly long but I manage to squeeze in with the help of a fellow guy offering to let me in. I order a few random cocktails off the menu and pay with a swipe of my card.

When they are ready, I grab them from the counter and search for Kyle and Charlotte. They're not hard to find as they're roughly in the same place. I manage to offload the drinks and thank them for coming to the performance.

"I'm going closer to the stage," I explain.

They nod their heads as I slip into the tight, sweaty crowd. As I push my way around, I take off to the outskirt of the group to find a point of weakness. Pushing through the crowd almost feels impossible at this rate.

As I look around the room, I come face to face with none other than Blake. He no longer looks desperate but perhaps more himself, certainly more than he's ever looked over the last couple of months.

With a shaven face, a clean button down shirt, and the look of excitement lingering in his vibrant green eyes, it makes my heart surge with pain. The lights above us flicker, illuminating the space.

My breath gets swept up in my lungs and for the first time in a long time, I can't breathe within his presence.

"I need to, um," I gasp.

Blake uses my weakness to his advantage. He grabs my hand and tugs me closer to his body. Our chests press against each other as I gaze into his green eyes. I break free from his grip, but only for a moment. He spins me around and presses his front against my back. His lips brush against my ear, which sends shivers bolting down my spine.

"I know you want me, Ava Greyson, and if you deny it, we'd both know you'd be lying to yourself."

I look over my shoulder, our gaze instantly meeting. Without meant to, I find myself getting lost within his vibrant green eyes, damn, Blake.

"What are you doing?" I frown.

"Reminding you that I'm still here, that I still want you."

His lips meet mine in a fervent motion with catches me off guard. Blake spins me around as his arms lock around my body. I lose all self-control as the kiss deepens. Within one touch, I feel terrified yet exhilarated.

Blake jerks back the moment the band is announced on the loud speakers by the DJ. I look over my shoulder and see the group run on stage. My heart erratically thumps within the confines of my chest.

Axel claims the left side of the stage and picks up his guitar. As soon as the drummer begins, Axel and the other band members fall into sync.

Someone grabs my arm which causes me to flinch back. Kyle tugging me towards the crowd and closer to the stage. As we move through the swarm of people, I look over my shoulder to see that Blake is missing. Where did he go?

Kyle manages to get us to the front which appears to make Axel happy. His face lights up as our gaze instantly catches. Axel grins at me, his confidence surging through the roof. He steps to the front and plays alongside the lead singer.

The pair rock out together until Axel falls to his knees and begins to shred the guitar with his mad solo. I jump up and down, screaming at the top of my lungs. My throat burns and I can barely hear myself over the music, but that doesn't matter.

At the end of their performance, the singer thanks the crowd and they leave the stage while waving. Axel races to the dance floor and we meet halfway. He scoops me into his arms and kisses my cheek. My stomach knots and my lips tingle from Blake's kiss. Before Axel can take things further, I grab his shoulder so that I can talk to him.

"We need to talk," I shout over the music.

Axel nods his head and then we move to the booth section where it's quieter for us. He tugs me onto his lap but I slide off and onto the leather cushion. The material is cool against my warm skin.

"What's wrong?" he asks.

"My ex-showed up and well." I bite my lip, unsure of what to say.

"Don't worry." He shrugs. "You're a woman worth fighting for. I wouldn't let you go easily."

"But the things is." I sigh. "I still love him and I have no idea what I'm doing with you."

"Is this your attempt to scare me away, Miss Greyson?" He laughs.

"Maybe?" I smile.

"I've always loved a good fight." He winks.

Axel wraps his arms around my neck and kisses my cheek. I rest my face against his shoulder and grab his hand. Forever seems like a really long time without Blake.  

I'm always excited when Blake comes onto the scene, how about you??