Broken Promises ✔

• Chapter 20 •

When you figure out how, you're lost in the moment you dissapear

You don't have to be afraid to put your dream in action

You're never gonna fade you'll be the main attraction

Not a fantasy, just remember me when it turns out right

Cause you know that if you live in your imagination, tomorrow you'll be everybody's fascination

In my victory, just remember me when I make it shine!

I sung the whole song and was definitely worn out at the end. I hopped on the couch and laid there, trying to catch my breath. I just laughed for no reason at all and it felt good. So good

I went back to watching the show and laughed at some parts. I was once again starting to get sleepy and didn't fight it

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Niall's POV

We just finished recording a part of our new album Made In The AM (a/n lets just pretend the guys are on a long break and this was the time they were recording it, okay?)

I stepped out of the recording booth and all of the other lads did too. We sat down on the two couches in the room

I took a drink of my water and sat down

"So lad, why were you at Sasha's the whole day yesterday?" Liam suddenly spoke up

I looked at Louis waryly as he already knew why, well part of it. I now realized I have to tell the other lads what happened. I took a deep breath and looked at the boys in front of me

"Well, yesterday. I got out to get McDonalds for me and Sasha to eat. I went in her flat and was on the bottom of the stairs when she appeared out of her room. She said we could eat it in her room so she invited me in. I asked if I could go to her bathroom and she said I could so I went in and I saw a-a-a-" I stuttered, holding back my tears

"Just spit it out, mate" Harry said

"I saw a r-razor with b-blood on it and on her countertops too" I admitted. The room was silent andI looked up to meet their eyes my tears now falling freely

"S-She w-wh-hat?" Harry asked, his eyes glossed over with tears

"She cut herself. I asked if I could see and I asked her when she did it. She said she did one yesterday and two that morning before I got up the stairs" I said quietly

The guys' tears were now falling freely, even Louis

"I'm not done" I told them "Well after that, I made her promise not to do it again and she agreed to my promise. We chilled the whole day but eventually I had to leave so I said my goodbyes. She was hesitant of me to leave but she let me go anyways. I walked out of her flat and got into ours and decided to sleep since we had to get up early for the studio thing now. But about half an hour later, I got a call from Sasha. She sounded like she was crying and s-she did it again" I started crying harder now "I looked back on her cuts and saw about seven more and I'm so mad at myself. Why did I have to leave her?" I said obviously frustrated with myself

The guys were silent but Louis spoke to me "Mate, you didn't know she was gonna do that" he said trying to reassure me

"But she just did it! How could I not see it coming?!"

"I know you didn't know Niall but now that we do, we can try and avoid it, alright?" Louis said reassuringly tears still running down his face

We hugged it out and all our crying eventually ceased. Our singing coach, Ian, entered the room amd looked at us worriedly

"What happened?" He asked

"Ian, can we have the rest of the day off? We have other things planned tonight" Louis says (Let's pretend that that's his name. I like Julian and all, I just wanted a new name.)

Ian nodded and let us go. Wow, he's never usually like that. He usually is strict and never lets us go early unless business is finishes but the angels heard my prayers today because today, we will be spending it with Sasha

It was only 11 am and we checked in the studio at 8 so not too long, I guess.

"So boys, how about we spend the rest of the day with Sasha?" I suggested

They all agreed "Let's bring her gifts" I mumbled to myself but somehow the boys heard me

"Yeah! That would be great!" They said in unison. Haha, we always have those moments

We went in the floral shop and contemplated what bouquet to buy. I asked help from a lady who works here, she looks to be about in her early to mid 40s

"How can I help you darling?" She asked sweetly. She must be the one who owns this little boutique

"I don't know which flower to buy" I said

"Well, do you know which flower she loves?" The lady asked

"No, I don't" I said and looked down

"Well, how about you describe her personality or maybe looks?" She suggested

"Okay. Uhm. She is a happy girl who has a beautiful smile and those prominent dimples she has whenever she smiles is such a small gesture but I love it so much. I love her hair, how it's naturally curly with streaks of blonde on it. I love her blue eyes that I get lost in and cute nose. I love how she's so carefree but also so caring. She just has a big heart and she is just absolutely breathtaking no matter what she wears. Either in sweatpants or a dress but her beauty will always outshine that" I said and feel a bit embarassed as I have basically confessed my attraction to Sasha

"Well based on what you told me, I think you should get these beautifully colored peonies. It has cream, soft pink and pink peonies" she said handing me the bouquet

I grinned at her and thanked her for handing me the perfect bouquet. I went up to the till and paid for the flowers

As I gave her the money she said something to me

"What's your name darling?" She asked

"My name is Niall" I said shaking her hand

"Well Niall, I have a piece of advice for you" she said to me. I arched an eyebrow at her

"Whoever this girl is, you are clearly falling in love her or better yet in love with her. Never let this girl go because she definitely sounds like a keeper" she said winking at me. I nodded and before I exited, I bid her goodbye.