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 she told me that I was her one and only she told me that she see me and only me and nobody else but me she told me even when we fight she will still love me she told me a lot of things then broke all of it and one day 

                                                                                            Camila P.O.V

after what happen the girls and I thought it was best to go home when we got home I went to my room even though the girls kept calling my name I didn't listen I kept walking I jumped on my bed and started crying into my pillow  "i'm soo sorry Y/n for everything to I've done to hurt you" I said to myself I was rewatching what just happen and my head that little bitch trying to take Y/n away from me  (this is not supposed to defend any tori Kelly fan's I love her too)

I heard a knock on my door "come in" I said I look up to see Lauren  " you ok camz" she said laying beside me I rolled over to her and lay my head on her chest  " it just hurt to see someone  you love walk away from you like that I lost her Lauren" she was rubbing my back trying to calm me down  "they only way you truly lost her is when you give up of what you have" she said but me and Y/n don't have anything we use to have something it was something special people use to call us the power couple until things got busy I didn't have enough time for her our last time talking to each other wasn't so nice  

flashback 

I was coming home after hoursing of being in the Studio Y/n should be at home she always put a smile on my face she was the only one who made my day even though we don't see each other that much we only see each other at nights she tried to take me on a date with her but i always say no, or not tonight she tries really hard so tonight she going to get something special 

  I park my car in front of the house and got out I walk in and walk into Y/n room to see her sitting at end the bed looking at her hand crying and she had her suitcase right next to her "Y/n what going on why you got your suitcase out" I said walking to her and sit down next to her "oh look you came home early this time" she said with a little attitude I know where this is going I rolled my eyes a little "how many times do I have to tell you I'm sorry for coming home so late it not my fucking fault!" I said getting up and walk to the closet 

"yeah but you can least make time for your FUCKING GIRLFRIEND CAMILA!!" she was yelling this is new even for me "it seem like you got time for this Shawn guy huh but not your girlfriend" how she know about Shawn? "how you know about him" I ask and that when I saw someone but it wasn't Y/n  it was someone else "GOD DAMN IT CAMILA  ALL I EVER WANT FROM YOU IS TO SPEND TIME WITH YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN DO THAT YOU WANNA KNOW WHY BECAUSE YOU TO BUSSY FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE TO EVEN HAVE TIME FOR ME SO I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WITH HIM BECAUSE HE YOU'RE NEW FUCKING BOYFRIEND SO ENJOY" 

she said grabbing her suitcase and was about to leave the room "wait Y/n please don't leave me" I said stepping in front of her and looking into her eyes I can tell she don't want to leave she will be broken like I will "how can I leave if you already left" she said she tried to reach for the door but I grab her hand and hold it above my chest  "do yo feel that. that my heart breaking because of what happening right now Y/n I don't want you to leave I don't you to let me go I don't want the love of my life fighting with me I promise I will go on dates with you I promise I will spend more time with my girlfriend"

 i said crying and so was she. She stop crying and look right back at me she pulled me close to her and kiss me it was passionate kiss but also sad I kiss back and she was crying again she pulled away and whisper in my ear "promise are meant to be broken" she said that then said something else "I will always love you text me when you going to show me some of your time and don't forget me " she said then she left like that

flashback over 

 I let her go I should have given her my time I should have told her how much I love her and how much I need her in my life I never did leave my room for a whole week until the girls come and got me "a penny for your thoughts" Lauren said I pulled away and look at her hypnotizing eyes she was always there for me when I needed her she the only one who ever get me why I acted the way I act when boys would flirt with me she told me that I should give people a chance

 "Lauren you remember when you told me that  should give people a chance" she nodded  I got on her lap and grab her hands put them on my waist I knew Lauren like me because she told me after a concert " I want to give you a chance Lauren" I said she had a big smile on her face her eyes just lit up " oh my god you don't know how long I waited for you to tell me that " 

she said almost crying I cup her cheeks and brought us to a kiss her lips taste so good our lips went in  perfect sync seconds later Lauren was on top on me (I guess that answer yall question) Lauren start to pull on my shirt I pulled away from the kiss "take it off" I said looking at her she gave me one of her smirks she pick me up and I wrapped my legs around her hips she took off my shirt and start to kiss down my neck and sucking and biting I let out a moan she pulled away and look out me her eyes was darker than before 

"I would love to fuck you right now but I want our first time to be special" she said laying me down then kiss my lips " god I can never get tired of your lips" I said laying my head on her chest she run her fingers through my hair "I love you Camila" she said I smiled "I love you too Lauren "..............................................................

- long time no see right well I'm really sorry but I hope this chapter was amazing and as always see you and the next chapter-

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