Feel My Love ✅ A Swasan Love Story

part 1:Feeling alone

It is my heart

Swara ,why are you packing..are we going somewhere??
Her reply made me sad

She said,”yes sanskar,but not we ..only me..you know ,I fear dadi will harm chotu..so I decided to stay in baadi for few days and will pack dadi to hoogly,to her sister house…”

But swara…before I complete we heard a voice..my mom asking her to come soon,her father is waiting…

What a timing “father in law”..
Days are passed she completed her mission of sending dadi to hoogly successfully…

When she was in baadi..We both used to speak in phone..but not much,she was busy in her mission…and I went few times to baadi to meet her and spending some time…but the topic we speak is related to family

Finally she returned to MM

When she informed she is returning …i am in cloud nine…i am very happy….i decided to take her long drive,no mobile,no missions…only we two and romance

I entered into my room,there she is ..when i was about to hug her…my saali Mrs.Laksh Maheswari interrupted by calling swaraaaaa…

She said she is going outing with her husband and request my wife to take care of arrangement for pooja on next day..
My wife genuinely happy for her sister and agreed with her by spoiling my plan…

I couldn’t control myself and said her sister that we have somework in outside…but my wife convince her saying she will take care here and ask her to enjoy..
She left happily and my wife ask me to fresh up ..and she will bring tea for me

I didn’t utter a word and went to fresh up…when I came out tea and snacks are there placed on teapoy. I searched for her…she is in hall,making arrangements for next day pooja and my sister called me for dinner….at night I was waiting for her…in the process I slept….when i woke up she is getting ready for pooja and ask me to get ready…by telling this she went out

Flashback ends
Present..

I am really frustrated…but I love her…I need her presence around me…our closeness…but she always care for others…it doesn’t mean she don’t love me…she loves me more than anything..but why she didn’t care for our closeness,our private time….it hurts me….she understand others well,but not me and my feeling… ..to divert my mind i start to focus on my new project….last 20 days i am working hard for this project…and also to divert my mind from her thought and my longingness for her.Even now,I am thinking about her
His thoughts interrupt by phone ringing sound..he came out of his trance and proceed with his work..

Night 10pm
Maheswari mansion
In dining hall.

I am waiting for his arrival…but I received his call..

Swara: sanskar.where r u?

Sanskar: swara,I have important meeting to attend tommorrow at pune…I don’t have enough time,leaving now from office…I had my dinner..don’t worry.you eat well, take care.. (He told everything in one breath)..

Swara: sanskar..

Sanskar: swara,I call you later.. Bye..good night..

Swara:good night

After arranging the foods in refrigerator..I headed towards my room.
While moving I had to pass raglak room..light is still on in their room..It is clearly audible ,husky noises and giggling sounds..without disturbing them,I silently move towards my room..

I feel lonely,I couldn’ t bare this silence in our room..I am missing him..we don’t have any fights,he too speaking normal to me…then why I feel,something is went wrong
I don’t understand…sanskar please come back soon

Next day
Afternoon 3.00 pm

No one is in house ,except me..ragini and laksh went to baadi and all others went to marriage function..because of head ache ,I stayed back at home …I feel irritated ,angry and tears are making its way..
Because of busy schedule,he send voice message stating” he is fine here..ask her to take care and he will come back soon”..I feel lonely…without him…

I decided to go for shopping,so that i can come out from this unknown stress..

At shopping mall..
Ladies section
While I am checking out latest trends of sarees,accidentally I see her…
NISHA….

“O my god,she is Nisha…my bestie..we were very close to each other…on seeing our bond, many assumes we are real sisters.we spoke everything frankly with each other…i am seeing her after one year,i ran to her and beat her shoulder”

Nisha: heyyyyyy,sherni

Swara: ha….barbie(laughs)

Then they notice ..every one eyes are on them. ..so they speak in low voice..

Swara: when did you come here??
Nisha: Two days before..i thought to give surprise visit to you..but see ..we met here..

to be continued