It feels like I'm getting worse. I finally had the chance to call Andy today. He didn't answer. It gave me anxiety so bad that I turned my sad music in and fell asleep to it until my parents got home. When I had to brush my teeth I threw up. It was disgusting. I can feel myself falling apart again. Despite the days being so long, I can't forget. I miss him so much it makes me sick. It kind of gave a new meaning to Eminem's song- spaghetti the second time around is not pretty.
I miss him so much, and everything reminds me of him. My heart feels like it has a giant hole cut out of it. Heck, it feels like I have a giant hole in my chest and I can't breathe with ease anymore. It hurts so much. I hope there will be an end to this pain. I don't know how much longer I can take it.
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Evolution
Non-FictionThere are a lot of things you don't really think about until they happen to you. Take rape, for instance. I always thought, "That won't happen to me. I have a boyfriend. I trust him. He would never take advantage of me like that..." I couldn't have...
