14° » jaehyun

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06:01 PM

jaehyun
i'm here. where are you?

yebin
go to the center

06:04 PM

jaehyun
i'm at the center. now tell
me, where are you?

jaehyun
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yebin
look down at where you're standing
and you'll find a handkerchief

jaehyun
✔seen 18:05PM

yebin
open it

jaehyun
the bracelet. how did it get here?

yebin
you dropped it at the rooftop

jaehyun
how did you know?

yebin
✔seen 06:07PM

jaehyun
so were at the rooftop that time?

06:09 PM

yebin
yes. i was there the whole
time you were there

jaehyun
then why didn't you showed up?!
do you know how frustrated i was
when i tried to find you?

jaehyun
i don't care what you will think
about me after i say this but i'm
actually looking forward on meeting
you that day

yebin

✔seen 06:11PM

jaehyun
i was very happy when i read your
reply that afternoon during lunch.
knowing you wanted to meet me and
hear my explanation.

jaehyun
but it all went down to drain when
you were nowhere to be found. i was
very disappointed to be honest

jaehyun
not only to you, but also to myself.
mostly to myself.

jaehyun
for making you feel that way, for being
naive at everything you're doing for me

yebin
hey jung jaehyun, i told you not
to blame yourself.

jaehyun
but it's true! after i read your message
that morning [ a/n; see ch.44 ] i suddenly
felt something inside me ache.

jaehyun
i admit at first, i was very annoyed and
i quite feel scared when you're still
messaging me frequently; praising and
telling me what i did for the whole day
and such. then one time, one of my friends suggested to stop replying to you and see
if you'll stop bothering me

jaehyun
and you didn't

jaehyun
i actually thank God you didn't.

jaehyun
then one day, i just found myself
smiling to your messages and there's
this weird shaky feeling inside me.
yebin, am i going crazy?

yebin
jaehyun why are you telling me this?

jaehyun
i don't know either

jaehyun
i don't actually know what i'm doing
right now. standing in the middle of the
field at 6 in the evening, while messaging the
girl who probably will never show up

jaehyun
i don't know yebin. i don't freaking know.

06:23 PM

yebin
did you get the bracelet?

jaehyun
yebin, are you going to show up?
should i wait more?

yebin
don't. this is going to be
my goodbye.

jaehyun
why do you have to do this?

yebin
it's for both of us

yebin
give that to her. make her happy,
make her feel loved.

yebin
maybe you just liked the idea of
me loving you. don't force yourself
jaehyun, you're just confusing
yourself more.

jaehyun
i wouldn't waste my time standing
here if that's the case.

jaehyun
tell me where the hell are you?

yebin
your white jersey really suits you :)
[ a/n; reference: see ch. 14 ]

jaehyun
where are you? please tell me.

yebin
bye

• • •

with his forehead creased, jaehyun wandered his eyes around the empty soccer field while tightly holding the small shiny bracelet on his hand.

he held his breath when his eyes landed on the bleachers and saw a girl seating at the far end of the seats. he can't clearly see her face but he saw the girl is holding a bright small device on her hand, probably a phone.

is that her? he thought but eventually shook his head. why is he so desperate right now? he let out a suppressed sigh and was about to leave but another thought made him stop.

no, that must be her! his subconscious said.

the boy looked back to the girl and placed his hands around his mouth; ready to shout her name despite of the far distance between them. "KANG YEBIN!" with his deep voice, he shouted.

the girl instantly lifted up her head and looked at his direction which immediately put a smile on the boy's face.

"oh God, it really is her." he breathed with happiness evident in his voice

yebin on the other side, stood up from her seat and smiled at the boy even though she knew the boy wouldn't see it 

but that's what she thought..

her face might be blurry from afar but jaehyun can see her smile. he thought it was beautiful.

yebin can't tell what jaehyun really feel for her but she's very sure now that she's also special for him. annoying, but that made her love him more.

but we're not really meant for each other. she whispered through the breeze, thinking that the air can convey her message to the boy and travel through his ears.

the girl sighed and looked at jaehyun who is still standing in the middle of the field looking at her.

she might hated her sister, but she doesn't want to ruin other's happiness. she knew that even though jaehyun said those words to her, she can't change the fact that who he really likes is her twin, jenny.

yebin waved her hand at the boy as tears began to roll down her cheeks.

this will be the end. bye jaehyun. she thought

and the girl ran out of the field without looking back at boy who is now pained.