14° » jaehyun

044

12:00 AM

yebin
hi jaehyun

yebin
it's already 12 in the morning.
how was your day?

12:25 AM

yebin
i know you're currently asleep
but i just want to tell you that..
i waited.

yebin
guess you're too busy earlier
that you forgot haha

yebin
did you eat well? did you
have fun? even for a sort second
have you thought of me?
i hope you did

yebin
because you're the only one
i've been thinking all day. i waited
for your message all day.

yebin
i waited for even just a 'hi'
for 10 hours but nothing.

yebin
wow i never thought waiting
will be this heart breaking lol

yebin
how was your day with her?
did both of you eat well?
had fun? i hate myself for saying
this but i still hope you did.

yebin
jaehyun you should've told me
earlier that you already like someone;
the time where i only 'like' you and
won't be this hurt. well, i guess all
this time you thought that my feelings
for you is just a big joke.

yebin
you should've told me that no
one's going to catch me once i fall.
but now i already fell.. really hard

yebin
it's okay. i shouldn't be acting
like this because at the first place,
i'm just kang yebin, a stranger who
randomly messaged you one morning.
the annoying creepy girl who followed
you around. the girl who became friends
with the man she likes. the girl who
thought that finally, she was somehow
special to someone. the girl who fell in
love but was never loved back.

yebin
though i can wait, i'm very
aware that i shouldn't be
waiting for someone who i know
is not going to look back to me.
i know i'm stupid but not too
stupid to force myself to someone
who already love someone. i thought
i had a chance, i thought i ALREADY have
my chance

yebin
it hurts but that's the truth so
why would i keep fighting for
nothing? and for the second time,
i felt bad for myself. 

yebin
no, i'm not telling you this to pity me.
i've been thinking about this for a while
if i should tell you this. i'm doing this for
myself, i want to get this ache off my chest.
if you're worried, don't be. you shouldn't be.

yebin: it's fine, don't mind me. i'll be fine. 

kang yebin is now offline

07:34 AM

jaehyun
can i meet you tomorrow
at the rooftop? 

jaehyun
let me explain.