Rant time!

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THE FRUSTRATED READER

I was falling and falling, nearer to my death, the land was coming closer and sleep was about to become mine forever.

I inhaled a long breath through my mouth and realised where I was. I was in my noisy classroom, with a book in front of me, two girls at my side and one girl was saying, "Didn't you understand what I asked earlier? Do you want me to repeat? Do you have an extra pen?"

Again, I was here in this strange land and this beautiful man was making me feel like I am the most precious thing in this world, which he could not afford to lose. Yet again I was startled by a heavy gruff voice, "Ridhima, does this class looks like a free period to you?" and was greeted by the same look of non-approval that everyone gave whenever they caught me reading in their class.

This time I was fighting the faery kingdom to protect my own kingdom, lost and got abducted to only end up killing the king in his sleep. "Ridhima! This is how you study? Hiding a phone in your book? Give me your phone!" Scolded my mum, when she saw that I was reading instead of studying.

I was the killer and I was thirsting for more blood, for more bodies, to lay in front of me and for more pleasure to be received from this stupid game that I came up with, my version of 'A game of life'. "Are you kidding me? Everyone is here enjoying and talking and dancing and here you are? Come on you make me want to throw your phone away and make you want to live a little more".

 "Are you kidding me? Everyone is here enjoying and talking and dancing and here you are? Come on you make me want to throw your phone away and make you want to live a little more"

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I sometimes feel like tearing my head out and scream at all these people. Don't you see I am not in this world right now! I am not here, my body would be but my mind and heart aren't! You are the one asking for help, you are disturbing me and you are making me come back to reality which just doesn't happen to be my cup of tea and then you don't even apologise?!

Yes, I might be in the wrong, but sometimes, just sometimes I can't wait to know the love that has been missing from my life because I have such a high standard for men that I will only be able to find it in the books! By the way, not every other student is cut-out and as intelligent as you assume everyone to be sir, so sometimes I am aware that I am just wasting my time in your class so might as well a read.

You are a really lovely woman for making me live in your womb for nine months and also for letting me stay in your house for the years I have been living and also caring for me! I really appreciate it, but when you are aware that how miserable I am with these subjects, Why don't just sometimes cut me a slack and let me run away from my reality to someone else? Also, please stop calling me a bookworm as I am a dreamer, not some insect, yes, I do love sucking all the knowledge out of the books, but that makes me more of a vampire and you probably don't know that they exist so, might as well stop.

You want me to 'live' my life 'a little more'? You make me laugh, I get it you are worried I am not like the others at my age, but can't you just let me live a life that is not only consisted of this particular room but it consists of the, what do we call that?, yes the whole freaking World! I might not look like it, but I living my life more than you are right now at this second, I am practically going on a world tour on a daily basis without spending much money over it and I don't only visit the existing world but I also happen to be travelling around in the realms that you may not be even aware of sweetheart!

So the next time you see your friend reading, let them read because s/he may or may not be able to survive this scary world and may also go on a killing spree.

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My note:

Hello, sexy beings! Welcome back, I am still alive! Yay! This was originally posted on: http://questionscommas.com/ (I work as an intern there, a written by me)

There you can find even way more awesome articles. So do go and check them out.

Had to update this tommorrow but I have no patience so doing it today :D

Peace out!

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